yay (:

2006-02-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

HUMANS.

I HAVE MOVED.

http://plain-ignorance.blogspot.com

um,
DONT BE LAZY. DO IT NOW.

(:

2006-02-07T19:56:00.000+08:00

and history repeats itself all over again but this time, i'm stuck with almost a deadend.

how do you expect me to choose one btw the two. whichever there will be a consequence and of course one of them will have a lesser thing to face. and i only have freaking two days to decide. how sia. how do you expect me calm down and think like that. oh wells. i really dont wanna do this la. i made a promise. if i break it, i'll feeel bad and then i wont be able to prove them wrong. ohwells. does this really mean the end of it? ohman.

and history repeats itself all over again but this time, its a deadend. says:
PATIENCE.
dumbASS; lock me up, destination solitude. says:
...
dumbASS; lock me up, destination solitude. says:
like you have alot.
dumbASS; lock me up, destination solitude. says:
),:

see, even people know. what right do i have to tell people things. boooo me.

and to add on to this, i have

ONE BIG FAT ULCER on my lip since who knws when
OTHER ULCERS INVADING my mouth
BAD COUGH where i cant talk too much or too little
SORETHOART on and off since cny
BLOCKED AND RUNNING nose
WEIRD voice that gets stuck often

oh, and trolley woman is officially on my forever hate list. um, i am gonna write a list of why i hate her. but i cant put here. alter i get hacked. cos she is actually thinking of getting a blog?! LIKE WTH. so loser can. ohwells. i am so not gonna hand in all my work to her. whatever man. she jus gets on my nerves. thanks to her i hate chem now. BOO i am SUPPOSED to love chem la. booo her.

okay. i NEED to get on with my chinese and eMATHS which i didnt even bring the boook back. oh and bio too. 10 mark formative test and i still dont knw how to draw and label the stupid plant cell properly.

oh and to add on to that, my freaking wallet was in my bag and i went all kanchoengy and thought i elft it at the bball court and even wanted to ask audrey if she saw it. and it was in my bag. FOR GOODNESS SAKES CAN.

I AM SUCH A LOSER.

2006-02-03T22:01:00.000+08:00

ohman. i actually dont knw what to blog abt. i actually didnt really finish up obs' 4th day. ohwells. sorry yea people. but you get abt the whole story.
oh look at the contrast on emotions down there okay. haha

i am so proud of myself that i could actually play all the scales today. other than mispitching la. but i couldnt help it la. thanks to my stupid oh-so-painful ulcer resting on my retainers. ALSO, thanks to my 1am+ fingerings of the scales. wow. i cant believe i actually did that.

BUT, i still have another stage of testings to get pass. ~~and i hope and think i can.~~ cannot. must be, I CAN DO IT!
my laopo believe and have so much faith in me. i MUST do it (:

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stupid you. what is your problem hur. must you announce it to the entire msn world tht you are not friendless. whatever. stop harassing my WAAs. i cant say harassing la but then i cant find another word. so nevermind. haha.

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oh man. mich made me blog abt this. i love my WAAs but mich made me add WAAMs. cos M = mich. DOTS. YAY. WAA WAA WAA. okay. dont bother asking me what is WAA i'm not and cant tell you. LOL XD

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oh man. what is your problem. hypocrite. crazy one. i hope i can ignore you. but i cant cos my darhling lil friend will be affected. ohwells. she's so irritating that she's getting on my nerves. boooo

OKAY END OF MY MIXED EMOTIONS.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
i'm still irritated.
boooo.
and scared toooo.
ARGHHHH.

2006-02-01T20:50:00.000+08:00

i'm useless.
i'm hopeless.
and most of all,

I SUCK.

thankyou world.
so GO AWAY.
if you think i am in a fantastically good mood,
you're blind or dumb. BOOO.

cheryl, i am so so so so so sorry that i cant bring myself to believe in myself okay. i'm in soooo much pressure that you cant understand. well, congrats on your "promotion" though you dont want it but then you have to. but still, work hard there okay though i'll kill you for leaving me behind. sighs. whatever it is,

THANKS ALOT. LOVE YOU LOADS.

2006-01-28T16:30:00.000+08:00

there goes my life. RUNIED. once again.

but this time,

by my dearest kaiyi and mich.

ARGGHHH.

2006-01-26T22:06:00.000+08:00

hellloooo everyone! i am BACK! from obs FINALLY. in ONE PIECE.except cut on my left knee and 2 cuts on my right leg. (: (: (: (:

lets say abt the cuts first.
cut #1 left leg knee area:
caused by fibreglass jutting out from the kayaks.
i am proud of it. cos cheryl also has the same place. thanks to kayaking too. haha and i get a huge patch of gauze there too. lol

cut#2 right ankle area:
no idea how it appeared. somewhere in the sea while saving capsize. so pain and TA-DA it appeared. and now, it seems infected booooo.

cut#3 right knee:
how stupid can i get to bang my knee in schl on the way home. put my OH-SO-HEAVY bag on the stone slab to rest then when i lift up, BANG* ouch. i think its infected as well now. tsk

okay lets TRY and blog abt the FOUR days i had.

introduction:
my watch is called crousteau. pronounced as CRUISE-STOW (: consisting of: me nat deborah jessica angela regina hani ezza fiona denise ivy shermaine hengyue
my instructor is LUM pronouced as LAM. haha we call him THE Llama. we learnt this frm him: why. why is the sky blue. why is the grass green. why are there so many whys. why are you asking why?
and we are best friends with da gama (: there is a handsome bai kar tarzan monkey gay man there called alyssa lim wan xuan aka lam woon xun haha.
the saddening thing is that lincoln and holt de ren were not with us but at camp1. i heard they dont have tents. hurhur BUT CLEAN AND NICE TOILETS. urgh

DAY 1
ice breaker as usual. did store check etc. learnt how to build a tent (: i am so proud of myself. haha then i almost died while doing the trust fall cos of the bad way of falling. i was so freaking scared can. the backward falling. then belaying was FUNN (:

dinner was RICE with CURRY CHICKEN and BAKED BEANS. it turned out rather bad. hey, what you expect with several lousy cooks for first time cooking in the uncivilised way? hurhur.

at least we got to bathe!! XD
couldnt sleep for the first night. heard karaoke. it was like so scary la. almost everyone heard it. halfway thru it was like FREEZER. thankgod for my jacket (: woke up late again. haiyah. rushed.

ohohoh. it was cheryl lim zhi ru ; my partner laoPO's burfday on the first day. and she's officially my chiobu! ahaha XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHIOBU! (:

DAY2

it was kayaking day. we combined with da gama. (told you we were best friends) learnt the kayaking strokes and capsizing was SUPER-DUPER FUN (: i lovee it when we try and save each other. we drifted like so super farrr away with kai and mich.
then we setted off to this weird shore. me nut kai mich angela and regina were abt the last few. the oh-so-nice shuyun was encouraging us (: kai and mich's kayak were like leaking they were like sinking. so sad. Llama refused to bring our food over asap. we were starving. it started to drizzle when we were abt to set out to our sea ex. the leaders for the sea ex were alyssa (navigator), deborah(port), crystal (rightside-i FORGOT the name) , and therese (sweeper).

we were like at the back AGAIN. but who cares, we were having fun. i went mad and hyper at times. we almost died la. it was like SO SUPER DUPER FAR. and we couldnt even see the start of the crowd. everytime we shout ALYSSA! she stop look look wait awhile (and i really mean awhile) then set off. we dont even have time to catch up.
made it to the campsite though. found a book floating in the middle of the sea together with a tyre and coconut: the beans of egypt: maine. its coverless and seems to have floated all the way from florida library. how cool. and its has a nonsense content. i dont knw where did it went liao. hurhur

had maggi for dinner. i got donation from the da gama. one entire mess tin for mee (:
sentry duty was suppperrr scary la. i cried thanks to the stupid wild boars and dogs. you could like hear things all around you but you dont knw when and where they'll pop up.

DAY3

was late the nxt morning again.
heard angela asking ivy the time. i heard 6.05 and people screaming only 25min more. then i asked what time was it again and it was like freaking 6.35?! i forced myself up with my dead painful fingers back and neck. everyone was awake already unpitching tents. i feel so PIGFIED.

set off the stupid hike, the most hated part of the entire thing with my oh-so-heavy and huge bag with a sleepy mind. entertained myself and nut by singing and talking abt nonsense and schl. and lum was being lame AGAIN.
at least we made it back to camp2 (: we were 3rd i think. da gama set off the earliest and were the latest. heard they had a huge spider incident and climbed to the top of some hill. wooww.

ate LOADS. we got ready for rockclimbing. i think that was the 2nd best thing aft kayaking. cos, I CLIMBED ALL THE WAY TO THE TOP OF THE FREAKING ROCKWALL! (:
aft being forced halfway during p5 camp, i made it. and even went up the spiderman way. but unfortunately couldnt climb the other one which only jessica and deborah made it. only alyssa the monkey made it up all the walls (thats where she got her tarzan name frm) XD

while waiting for the rest to finish. kai mich and i started singing the tonguing exercise with head bobbing in replacement for band. i think we went psycho. like DUHHH.

pitched tents. cooked maggi. our site was at the flyingfox area (we didnt get to do that) had to climb 100 steps get up. and its the 2nd time we got to bathe! (: this time, was SUPER long queue la. people shouting for people to hurry.

as it was the last night we'll be there. me angela regina and nut decided to GOSSIP!! hurhur. actually almost everyone was not sleeping. haha nut was so excited that she jumped up la. lol
and lum returned my allergy medicine! (: yay

DAY4

in the middle of the night my toes were like icified can. woke up late AGAIN. angela and regina left us there. sigh. rushed AGAIN. looked for the missing stuffs. breakfast.
played 2 games with da gama (: we won both! YAY. first it was the mat game. then the skipping rope. hurhur

it ended off with souvenir shopping and packing up of stuffs and debriefing. during the debrief i felt a little sad.

-- to be continuedd .

2006-01-22T21:16:00.000+08:00

obs tomorrow (:

everyone is dreading it and to think i am excited. okay people are gonna come and hack me like right NOW. hahah. i think people will be staring at me, the idiot carrying this humongo bag twice my size. haha

oh wells. dont miss me from 23-26 jan (:

but i knw i will miss yous.

2006-01-21T22:24:00.000+08:00

i am like so freaking irritated. i really studied la. since the first day of school till now. i sleep at 12 plus without fail la. and starting from today is the only day i didnt really do hw at all and watched 4 eps of lam and heya heya hey straight. cant a girl gets some break from so much studying and get enough rest for 4 days of obs? jus one set of vcd for 27.10 and still can say its not on the issue of money. then?! say what addiction thing. dont buy for me then i buy myself la. whats the diff with me watching tv and lam shows on the com then? i rent la. still the same what. the point is that they dont believe i study. what the hell la. so fed up.

damnit. f*ck

2006-01-20T21:42:00.000+08:00

i think i am starting to love my class (:
well although i dont like the number. i think our class can be considered as rather bonded liao (: YAYYY.
cant wait for obs to bond more (:

f ivers
i nspire
v ictorious
e nthusiastic
r esponsbile
s tudents

(:

i came up with that! YAY.

and obviously, i still miss all my ta6 peeeepos and twoeighters tooooots (: ALL THE IPians!! OHMY.
MISS YOU GUYS LIKE NOTHING!

nostalgic.

2006-01-20T20:05:00.000+08:00

wow. its been exactly a week since i blogged.
surayah says that its good to blog. PERSONAL RECOUNTS. haha i start with the most recent top.

20th jan friday

chem test. finally one paper tht i finished. hope it comes out fine. and today, jiangjun qi pian wo de gan qing! HAHA ask kai.
and mr chia may not be teaching us anymore. haha i am like TOTALLY blocking out his words during amaths. where's diane ang! oh. there were stupid flies invading the class.
angel and mortal revealed. my angel is yihui and mortal is syikin. she gave me this small lil glass bottle with two BEAUTIFUL lil stones inside (:
my obs grouping is with ivy deborah jessica angela hengyue and its called crousteau or smth. how do you even pronounce it?!

had band today. actually didnt want to go la. but it was okay la. rosa (: poor cheryl. dont knw what happen to her. oh had invasion of teeny weeny lizard. lol
huijuan came back! she's soooo nice in her nj uniform. and mama is so chio in vj. haha
NO BAND TOMORROW! (:

I MISS ALL THE IP PEOPLE LOADS!

19th jan thurs

bio test. what did i wrote for protoplasm? jellylike substance consisting of cells?! whatthehell. can punch myself la.
there was like this laughing session with kai and mich. the oreo and dustbin incident. HAHA X)
1st official mep lesson. ms ee's lesson is interesting (: boon had weird problems with the projector. and i realised its been long since i ate icecream. CRAVING!

18th jan wed

today is my register no day. where teachers like to call reg18 answer this, do that. kanna by lenny to state the law of indices in 30 secs to save the class frm 5 less qns. i had so much stress la. had a collaboration with my mortal (:
kai and i volunteered to be jiangjun's student helpers. haha. so exciting. AIRCON (:

~~no comments abt band. really.~~

17th jan tues

emaths ca today. to think that somepeople are so confident abt it. had a bet again X)
did class deco. and i think its sooo nice. i LOVE my first grader handwriting for class motto la. they changed it la. SIGHS and mich had fun with her stormy sea. LOL
got mao to come back (: she look soooo cute and preeeety in her vjc uniform la. it was like tooo long for her. HAHA
i cant rmbr what else happened. limited memory space la.

16th jan mon

i really cant rmbr. forget it. dont bother testing my memory. im too tired.

pooooor maine. have next two years to go. but if she really goes to -. i cant imagine man. its like OMG. SIGHS
oh yay! watching lam last 3 eps tht im missing in obs tml (: LAMMMMMM. so sad la. he as cancer and stuffs. thee lethal weapons ep1 and 1 plus the tvb anniversary show is FINALLY done (:

I AM SOO TIRED.
obs in 2days (:
wont be back till 26th

2006-01-13T20:19:00.000+08:00

btw, 29th dec, exchange and farewell pics are up.

FRIDAY THE 13TH.

stupid cramps made me fail compo. but,
should i be happy or sad? booo.

a phone call that changed your life. yeah right. i wrote crap can. i wanted to puke la. all on my mind was the pain and the puking how you expect me to write. yay. this is the first freaking impression surayah is gonna get from my compo. damnit. i wrote almost less than 2 pages front and back can. all i did was rush the compo and filled it with crap so i can sleep and get the pain away. URGHHHHH
first ca of the year and i screw it.

f*ck

i have a sudden missing of mao. sighs i seriously miss her can.

i like saigon the slow part. haiyah hard to explain. i think its the music of the night. haha haiyah nvm. OHHH! qiyan can play the morning march! hha she's playing it for some competition. how cool. LOL i so wanted to learn that song la. hahaha

i wanna kill trolley womana and block of wood. and MAYBE chipmunk. i like the chipmunk eat nut expression. when is diane ang coming back. i cant stand the block of wood anymore. if i dont have tuition, i will jus fail maths. GAH

oh, i moved seat. 2nd row 2nd column. i've been demoted. i NEVER sat in 2nd row la. tsk. from last to 2nd. but nvm still window seat, still next ot my long friend. hurhur
but, i GREW!! i'm 158cm now. HAH still same as kai. lol

michelle chan, happiest woman on earth? hur.

~~i was fighting with kaiyi sarcastically that she smiled at kai. but actually, NO. haha~~ haha dont bother abt that. it NONSENSE. lol

NEED to study. maths and chinese tuition hw not done. bah

2006-01-09T20:59:00.000+08:00

i think my stomach's gonna explode SOON. i stuffed it with so much food. i think i over estimated it. didnt have lunch so started the food stuffing from 3?

icecream
hokkien mee
(mixed with char kway tiao and mee goreng)
bubble tea
dinner + soup
salmon oil thingy

i think my stomach's dying. befre dinner, i really felt like puking. ohmy. i wanted to die. then i didnt eat much for dinner. bahh

i MUST STOP eating.
and start studying.

2006-01-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

this post is dearly for mr ra-ra-rasputin. the guy who -ahem- indirectly caused the fall of the russian empire. BAD MAN. lol
the hist elec girls would knw what i am talking abt esp those under ms hamidah. hahaha

Rasputin
Boney M

There lived a certain man in Russia long ago
He was big and strong, in his eyes a flaming glow
Most people looked at him with terror and with fear
But to Moscow chicks he was such a lovely dear
He could preach the bible like a preacher
Full of ecstacy and fire
But he also was the kind of teacher
Women would desire
(x2)

Ra Ra Rasputin
Lover of the Russian queen
There was a cad that really was gone
Ra Ra Rasputin
Russia's greatest love machine
It was a shame how he carried on

He ruled the Russian land and never mind the czar
But the kasachok he danced really wunderbar
In all affairs of state he was the man to please
But he was real great when he had a girl to squeeze
For the queen he was no wheeler dealer
Though she'd heard the things he'd done
She believed he was a holy healer
Who would heal her son

Ra Ra Rasputin
Lover of the Russian queen
There was a cat that really was gone
Ra Ra Rasputin
Russia's greatest love machine
It was a shame how he carried on

(Spoken:)
But when his drinking and lusting and his hunger
for power became known to more and more people,
the demands to do something about this outrageous
man became louder and louder.

"This man's just got to go!" declared his enemies
But the ladies begged "Don't you try to do it, please"
No doubt this Rasputin had lots of hidden charms
Though he was a brute they just fell into his arms
Then one night some men of higher standing
Set a trap, they're not to blame
"Come to visit us" they kept demanding
And he really came

Ra Ra Rasputin
Lover of the Russian queen
They put some poison into his wine
Ra Ra Rasputin
Russia's greatest love machine
He drank it all and said, "I feel fine"
Ra Ra Rasputin
Lover of the Russian queen
They didn't quit, they wanted his head
Ra Ra Rasputin
Russia's greatest love machine
And so they shot him till he was dead

(Spoken:) Oh, those Russians...

tian made me put it in red.

i think the tune is officially stuck in my head.
people are gonna think i am mad. but, I DONT CARE. HAHA
kaiyi is even madder jus the sound of this song she can laugh like mad at the pasar malam she heard some chinese new year song also thght it was this and went xiao.

oh keyi, my skins will stay white and this till i get more inspirations. but it changes rather regularly. but then, jus that the format the same. the themes are diff. the previous was x'mas. haha. black is bad. dark and gloomy. hahaha

more lam mags coming (:
boredom ; xianness.

2006-01-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

everyone okay not everyone. but almost are doing band poster. i think. and my printer has to die now. now msn is killing me. cos they are making me appear offline. retarded thingy. booo.

i fell GOOD. i did a good deed yesterday. i returned someone's handphone that was found outside pp cold storage's floor. my maid refused return and i was like tian da lei pi arh.. i feel GOOD hurhur. then i went to drink jolly shandy. therefore was rather high. HAHA

it keeps raining and raining and raining. sighs

had like piano then tuition. got my cert. was freezing.. wore like sweater and socks at home.

i NEED to go, i haven started on my jiangjung ws. and i NEED to check dictionary for almost every word, so, BYEEE.

oh btw, I WON A BET (: I WIN ICECREAM (:

2006-01-05T20:45:00.000+08:00

i'm freeeeeezing.

i'm drinking this yummy shaked thingy. i think its starfruit. but then i taste more crushed ice than anything. HAHA

i bought this jap dictionary book for 9 bucks at mph today. i think jap is so nice. did you knw that yuki means snow. i love that name la. okay maybe you already knw and im slow. but NVM.

went to sam's pet shop today with tay. and i suddenly so want a pet la. other than fishes which are so boring. i miss my hamsters sooo much suddenly. and all the rabbits, guinea pigs and hamsters are like OHMY. i watched one hamster somersault. haha

apparently forums say lam cut his hair haha. i wanna seeeeee

oh man. i like my jiang jun (general) lao shi (: she is so hiong hahaha. dont understand why kai doesnt like her. but i think she's nice and super comical and funny. HAHA

i needa go get on with my chinese homework leh. byee

booo. msn is mad AGAIN

2006-01-04T20:16:00.000+08:00

school starts again.

oh i forgot.

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
2006, NEW YEAR.
REMEMBER TO STUDY
AND OF COURSE PLAY HARD! (:
LOADDDDS OF LOVEE <3

okay i think i am abit slow on that.

lessons start today. 3rd day of school and why does sec4s get to have furthur bonding. arent they the ones having Os? the schoool's weird. lets name my teachers..

FM- ms ho
coFM- mr zain
english- surayah
maths- lenny
amaths- diane ang
chem- ms ho
bio- ngin pp
phy- yong
chinese- adela chee
pe- kong
hist- hamidah

i dont take lit elect and core hist but,
lit- ms ang
core hist- ms lee

the school put the timetable on the eportal is its like super colourful. i think they think we're colour blind or smth. tsk and i so want to kill the person who came up with the timetable. okay. mich knows why. hahaha

yay. qiyan FINALLY told me who is ngin pp (: hahaha hope she's nice. apparently qiyan says she's good. shall see.
and i wanna knw who is the ling laoshi la. tsk wusuan and qiyan are like dying trying to explain who is she. and im dying trying to figure out. but she's not on the school's site. TSK

chem was jus rather on sec2 stuffs.
kong didnt appear for pe cos of psychomoto test. we were laughing abt yap instead hahaha.
lenny was hmm, weird? she had the 3 4 5 thingy. which is like UMM. and according to her, we have a schl rules briefing tml. smth abt traffic light thingy. tsk
and mich is fascinated when she says that she's kind. HAHA. like whatever. oh. i'm the maths rep with jamie. how nice.

we had hist and there were like only 12 in the class (um, counting tian out for the time being) but the lit people still moved (: hahaha
ms hamidah was like so funny. haha she let us hear this rasputin guy song. it was so funnnnny la. the words and tune. at first we thought it was for fun. lol

then it was surayah's english. um, we were like late but nvm haha. she did the exact same thing on the first day of maths last year, trying to pronounce everyone's name. haha. i felt weird when she started to talk abt english. i am like so used to her say x+y and stuffs haha. kai and mich volunteered to be her reps and she say they're escaping from other duties. HAHA

hmt people stayed for chinese. i'm only one sitting alone. haha. i like it. haha and adela chee was so funny la. she was like some comical cartoon character and like a general. talk so fast but i think its okay. hahaha

well, thats so far about school, cos sharyn wants me to update HAHA
i doubt i have so much time in future. boooo.

2005-12-31T23:17:00.000+08:00

lets blog abt the sad and frantic marathon night.

i FINALLY got my PURPLE nike shoes (: YAY. from eastpoint. YAY i bought like size 8

THEN
waited for lenateng at popular. she forgot the time and had to run from her hours. HAHA
we went to make that gel thingy for jeong. i think everyone was like staring at us. but WHO CARES.

see how artistic we are (:

we grabbed cheese fries and bubble tea and headed to airport via mrt. on the way, i told lena abt my weird dreams. i think she died laughing. on the transfer trian to airport, we took pics of the empty seats infront of us.

then i scared lena by saying: eh, you take that pic scarly later come out got two people sitting there how. HAHA

we look retarded. yeah i knw.

when almost reaching that time, we look at the connector there and it suddenly moved la. and lena was like so freakin scared and scared me as well. thankgoodness she didnt scream la. hahaha

we sat at the outiside burger king there and ate our food. while waiting for tian and peiqi to come from cold storage.
when they arrived, we pretended to never see them and jus eat. we were like PIs. haha watch them go atm, go minitoons. haha then they actually went to t1 without us! tsk

took a pic of our den and food befre we left for t1.

and we got so fascinated with the departure hall's ceiling. haha

we almost took the wrong route to bk to find peiqi and tian. started on the shirt. and now i so wanna make a nametag. the shirt was like HUGEE.

thankyou. i look retarded as the model.

we rushed and i swear the person at the next table was staring at us like shite. but anw, we ran to outside row7 to celebrate jeong's birthday.
there was a gift presentation and song singing. she dropped the mini cake la.

the birthday girl (:

the tallest, shujie first.

then tian, our representative

the last cheeri and oli

lena and i rushed to the toilet. and when we came out, EVERYONE DISAPPEARED la. they were already on the way to t2 at skytrain. we ran la. jus in time we got in and took a final pic with jeong. in the skytrain. as memory.

when reached t2. we started to run to the departure gate. to think that some of them still can walk. everyone was like staring la. but WHO CARES. we got there in time for phototaking. and last goodbyes.

flute section of tkgssb ; ngghsb

them going in at the immigration already..

lena's saxophonists. last pic with them

the saxists were the saddest la. their jap friends were like waited for kwanny shuf and alexa to come to pass them their presents. but they HAD to go in already la.
in the end the 3 ran here and wanted to chiong thru the guards already. thankgoodness got one saxists went back. and they hugged and passed the gifts and everything. it was so drama. i think EVERYONE was staring.

when they all went in we waved and waved and waved. maine alexa liqin kwanny lena cried la. i was like controlling they were so scary.
in the end kwanny realised she left out wusuan's gift to her bari friends and really wanted to give them. they kept trying to find a way to pass in.
we realised sojeong's flight at t1. we ran to the skytrain again. the doors were like closing already. we made it.
ran all the way to row7/8 again. and sadly, we missed her. i tell you. kwanny they all were crying like mad la. missed twice in a row.

after that, we went back to t2. and they decided to go back to the departure there to see if can see them. so, we ran. nothing.
decided to go to the viewing mall to see down. ran up. nothing. came down. asked guard. ran all the way again. asked restaurant. ran again. nothing.
we decided to send them mail and stuffs. so we went home. was thirsty like shite. so alexa and i bought water. and it cost like 4.65 for two less than 500ml bottle?! OHMYGOSH LA. im like so gonna keep the bottles. its so bloody ex.

that was the end of the frantic night.
i tell you i so miss my piccoloist. and ners refuses to send me the pics. NERSSSSS!! tsk.

2005-12-30T15:56:00.000+08:00

you bakana toots.

29th december.
i dont think i did well. i was so freaking nervous la. i played rather alot of mistakes.
i feel so wei qu la. the naka girls did so well (: i think the audience love them. now, they are my goal. i like want to bai them la. they can like raise their instruments so high up and still play so well. and their stunts are like SO SO SO MUCH nicer than our firstjuly.
the brass is like POWER. 8 trombones plus trumpets overpowered us man. CLAPCLAP.

i scream for them until i lost my voice the next day la.
i've loads of tidbits sweets and chocs now. one big bottle of them (:

sectionals.
their vibrato was like OHMY. and the intonation. OHMY. the way they play dancing in the wind. OHOHMY. and they sight read if we hold on together also CLAPCLAP.

and. my piccoloist. ohman. as jialing says. P cube. or to the power of 3. pretty pro piccoloist (: haha. her name is yui miyazaki. so nice(: and she's like 18. OHMY. her solo and pitching tonugeing are like- OHMY.

thats my goal man.
i'm aiming there.

thanks aowie xiaoxuan nat nut alien cherie cherie chan ziqi for coming and getting me flowers (: love you guys (:

thanks EVERYONE for EVERYTHING (:

btw, bakana means stupid. lol

2005-12-28T21:26:00.000+08:00

TOMORRRRROWWWW.

is -

THE DAYYYYYY.

i'm HIGH.
EXCITED.

i'm scared too.
oh wells.

hope for the BEST (:
work hard (:
jiayou (:
- to ALL banders.

oh man. band songs are flooding my head and brain cells noww. boo
and its allowing me to win solitaire (:
i trashed my dad and wusuan! (: YAY.
I'M HIGH!

ms sia was weird. she pinched sharyn. but reen claims she didnt but attempted to tickle her. and combine was tiring. my finger DIED. thankgoodness im not a lefthander. hahaha.

/ HIGHHHHH-

* needa get on with my letters

2005-12-27T18:28:00.000+08:00

chan is making me blog abt the bbq on fri. okay. fine.

OKAY.
band was giving out present giving time. thanks to ALL(: the XIANGs still owe me. lol during combine, outside became SUPER dark which was scary. rushed home with kai who was as usual SLOW. hur

the cheries came super early la. but only stayed awhile to rush to another party. well, i gave one tic to bock. yay (: took pics.

then chan came with beehoon charcoal and otah. took more pics and we started rushing them to come and started to pick them. started eating and talking and laughing. i shall post some funny laughing thingys we laughed at. HAHA

me: jo! dont block the tv! (ners and mao talking)
*joanne poses*
someone: WHAT THE HELL!
joanne: you got wath american top model? AUSTIN! OHMYGAWD*
(poses with paperplate)
*paused for stoning*
kai: i thought austin powers
*laughter*

joanne: ohmygosh-ness
tano: ey, what happened to the top girls' english ar?
chan: study until sot liao.
*laughter*
(supposed to be oh my gosh)

then they went to pick lou and alexa. then it poured like noone's business. mao and i decided to save them.
i was like singing on the top of my voice. i think mao was going mad. by the time we reached it stopped raining already. and they told us the phone booth story.

they hid in the phonebooth for shelter.
trish: lets talk on the phone befre the guy next to us scold
chan: helloo mommy arhhh...
*speaks in hokkien*
someone: lets go k-boxing one day
*anti climax*
chan: ohshit! i left my dna in the phonebooth, my cup
*dots*

we went for more food and phototaking time!

we started to bbq the marshmallows and headed to the pool to take more pics. the pool ripples light were so cool la then we went playground. our CHILDHOOD. haha
and the stupid security was so irritating to chase us away. BLAH

went up to my house to make NOISE. they were so noisy. could have killed them. HAHA after everyone went home and fern was waiting for her mum to come. i started to play stress. THOSE OLD DAYS..

yupp. thats abt it. pics are already up at pics area. go get them TA6ers. hurhur

I LOVE YOU GUYS(:
esp the wedding planners(:

2005-12-26T21:35:00.001+08:00

DAMNIT.

there's something freakingly wrong with my com. its dying la. my desktop pic went to default, NOTHING in my doc, pics and music. i could have died la. i screamed for my dad and cried.
i mean like. imagine all my precious pics and my 1000 songs. OHMYGOSH LA.

apparently, my dad says that there's a virus. well, there's nothing as so the virusscanner thingy says. but im now trying to stuff all my stuff into the cds. sigh i had to like burn stuff selectively.
im done with everything except the twin bro and breakthrough eps and my music. im still at letter I. sighs.

I WANT MY PURPLE NIKE SHOES. SIGHS.

its looks like this. jus that the tick is in purple and the outline is like pinkish. its like DAMN NICE. cos the purple is damn light. like lavender... sighs

/ swensens chocolate mania icecream logcake rocks! (:
oh. and ding tai fung too! (:

*shall cont blogging abt ta bbq and shopping today and x'mas some other day. not in the mood. yeah.

2005-12-25T12:04:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! (:

thanks to all who gave me presents and msged me. lets name them.
sms: lizzy laopo xuan mich trish mama nut izzy aowie wusuan kwanny kaii sharyn maine joanne chan qiyan sheena
online: metoh cherie ng naq leenn tien tian
in person: nut ruth alien
presents: sharyn jialing smmaks wusuan chan trish shiying daddy mummy (:

I LOVE YOU GUYS LOADS (:
<3

2005-12-22T21:29:00.000+08:00

booooooo.

my tuition teacher made me wake up at 7plus. 8 plus then say she not coming cos she's sick. eeyer i also sick la. boo. changed tuition to saturday morning. sigh

quek wusuan is a big fat meanie poot. she didnt get me my slippers! booo. she says she will get me on my birthday. by then, she'll forget liao. thats like FIVE months later. she thought i said not giving her for x'mas then i not getting liao. she very toot lor. i'm gonna get mummy to buy for me! hur

chan kai and i are officially ahsohs/aunties. we went to giant freezing cold.
i inisisted on getting a trolley. and kai officially cant get steer the trolley la. we were like having fun with the price checkers watermelons prawns and sotongs! HAHA

mahjong jus rocks la. especially with mayday music blasting in the background (: i only won ONCE. well, i thinnk chan and kai were very amused with my bro. lol
we ate instant noodles again. haha but this time my maid cooked. and its without egg. hahaha.

oh man. my condition has officially worsened. now i think im having a fever as well as flu/cold. how to go for band tml? but i have to go la. sighs.
needa pass presents, change tie and sia would asked for me. i got no mc. but i go then seniors wont bother if im sick lor. i will jus sneeze and sneeze and die. :

JASMINE ZHOUJIAJUN IS SO GONNA GET BLACKMAILED!
PEOPLE WHO WANTS TO SEE HOW RETARDED THIS TRAITOR LOOKS LIKE IN PRIMARY SCHOOL PLEASE CONTACT ME! HAHA
explantion: she refuses to come for the gathering. after LOADS of persuaion. so chan and i have decided to blackmail her. and she claims its pretty HAHA like real
BOO HER LA.

COUNTDOWN
TOMORROW is TA gathering
4 more times of toleration
2 days to x'mas!
one week to IT.

oh man i really needa go and print maos' tkg school pics and finish up on my xmas cards im so gonna die writing all of them. BOO.

*SNEEZES .

2005-12-20T22:57:00.000+08:00

sec4FAREWELL'05

current status:
super high now(:
and still a little scared

scared cos of qiyan's ghost stories. HAHA
high cos... dont tell you. XP

bbqing over a small pit is FUN. we had TWO crisis. first the fire died. qiyan saved it with solid fuel. then the entire wire thing dropped down. and the thingy started wobbling. hahaha but we saved both(:

i think i spent all my voice screaming over evrything haha. but i had LOADS of fun X) took LOADS of pics. go get it at pics area (: (:

band tml again. 4 times this week and next week. next year band practs on wed fri and sat. next tues cca promotion rehearsal.

COUNTDOWN
4 more times of ~~toleration~~
3 days to TA gathering
5 days to CHRISTMAS
9 days to IT

2005-12-18T20:57:00.000+08:00

i jus finished resizing maos' stuffs. i dont think i have the time to blog but still, im gonna try.

i FINALLY cut my hair.
dont ask me how it looks like. i cant explain. maybe the most i can say is it looks a lil like sharyn's without the fringe. HAHA

YAY!
ners is coming back for band tml YAY(:

i dont knw why what you do and even make me even think of backing out. at this point of time i really wanted to jus back out. but thankd to the vjc concert, i changed my mind. i knew i would regret if i did it. i knw that its not nice to be labelled as the worst but still, must you jus scream at me? hello. i was the only who got scolded okay out of the 4 3. and like everyone can hear la. i think even people inside. do you even knw how it feels. you can cry. i cant isit. but i decided to hold on 4 more practs. if it really continues till i cant take it anymore. and actually my tolerance level is seriosuly very low. i think you would be glad cos i will be telling her that im backing out. you can jolly well have fun scolding who knws what on that day then you will never hear my stupid air sound anymore. i dont think you want me beside you anymore. but then, now you made me hate you. until i dont even wanna hear the sound of your name. i jus get agitated at it. to think that i have to be put up with it. i jus dont knw what to say. i refuse to repeat the story once again for fear that i might jus go mad again. i admit im biased against you but arent yo biased against me as well. to think i said you were nice like one day befre. like bullshit. what was i thinking. i take all those nice stuffs back man. you better control your temper okay. i dont think im the only one who cant tolerate you la. you jus dont knw. think you're so loveable. ohmygod la. okay nvm. shall see what happens tml.

one final thing.
i am human. i have feelings.
and i have enough of you. damnit.

COUNTDOWN
4 more tolerating days
11 more days
5 days till bbq! (:

2005-12-16T21:20:00.000+08:00

i forgot to comment on the stupid ending for mozuodong. he died. at least i think he did. they didnt even show a proper ending. they jus ended with vivi posing a single shot. wa lau. mozuodong jus lied down there and end. he has a sad life la. imagine if all police were like him. so cool. he's not goodlooking but i like him. all the comedy shows he at in are NICE(: like the other one, xiaoqiang(: oh wells.

oh thanks jillian for the song! its so cute! x)

this is what boredom causes you to do..

1.Whose picture is it that you keep in your wallet?

- LAM, myself with my friends(NEOPRINTS LA)

2. What time do you usually go to bed?

- after 12? i cant sleep befre that.

3. What was the last thing you did before filling this survey?

- tried calling qiyan?

4. Who are the people you always meet the most?

- banders, my family, friends? (:

5. Who's the person you're gonna call if you need help?

- what kind of help. hw-mao (: hahaha if others, 999? lol

6. What's on your mind right now?

- HAHAHA im hyperventilating.

7. Who's number on your speed dials?

-i dont really use speed dials. i'll forgot who is what number. i usually memorise people's numbers (:

8. With whom do you wanna be to have fun?

- EVERYONE (:

9. What movie do u wanna watch now?

- um, anything will do. i feel like watching horror. but no nice ones recently..

10. When was the last time you went out?

- yesterday? X'MAS SHOPPING (:

11. Who do you hate the most for now?

- um, im not so dumb okay. if i name here, the person read then i die lor. hahaha

12. When was the first time you slept alone?

- long time ago? haha i have BAD memory la.

13. What do you wanna do for now?

- I DONT KNOW. hahaha

14. What do you do everyday besides eat and sleep?

- almost alot of other things. come online. watch tv. breathe. blink.

15. What could piss you off?

- LOADS of stuffs. especially irritants. i have low level of tolerance. haha cheryl knows that.

16. are you an animal lover?

- animals are so freaking cute. especially PENGUINS (:

17. Colors that make you happy?

- ALL(:

18. Most fav thing in your room?

-ALL my animals(: my bed of course. DUH

19. What was the last thing you bought for your room?

- i dont buy things for my room. i get things. lol

20. Any instruments in your room? what is it?

- of course my darling flute (:

.21. Can you cook?

- instant noodles. with chan(:

22. Miss someone?

- (:

23. Plan to buy something?

- im not done with my x'mas shopping sia.

24. Are you satisfied with your life now?

- i think and guess and hope so.

25. Do you like seafood?

- okay la. long time no eat crab though.

26. Breakfast or dinner?

- i dont eat breakfast. RARELY.

27. What do you usually eat for breakfast?

- look up. i only drink a cup of milk.

28. Did you eat breakfast today?

- today. i ate only lunch HAHA

29. Do you recycle?

- not rally i guess. haha. sorry earth.

30. Do you have a laptop?

- nah. laptops are slow.

31. What's your favorite fast food?

- FRIES (:

32. Cats or dogs?

- DOGS(: cats are -HMM

33. Salty or sweet?

- popcorn? sweet(:

34. City or country?

- i live in the city la. i dont want to milk cows.

35. How do you prefer to spend your holiday?

- sleep and go out and laze. but im fine with the current mode of spending it (:

36. Is kissing normal for your age?

- well im not really sure but HMM

37. Are you athletic?

- um, NETBALL (:

38. Do you swear?

- like shit. yes. the f one. rare. but still.

39. Would you ditch your friends for a date?

- narh. i love my friends too much(:

40. Do you have your own cell phone?

- DUH

41.what do you wear to bed?

- what else? shirt and shortts lor. if not what bikini? LOL

42. Ever had a crush on a teacher?

- majority are females la PLEASE.

43. Coke or pepsi?

- i dont like either. i like SPRITE (:

44. Sugar or spice?

- and everything nice? HAHA

45. Can you use chopsticks?

- yeah only the crisscross way. haha

46. Do you like to read for pleasure?

-mags only i guess.

47. Do you care about getting good grades?

- yeah i guess.

48.Have u ever fallen sleep in class?

- please la. its like ALWAYS.

49. Get a job or ask your parents for money?

- parents X)

51. Do your parents give you enough privacy?

- yeah i guess so.

52. Do your parents trust you?

- ask them la. why me.

53. Would you trade places (in life) with your best friends?

- narh i find my life rather fine.

54.Does your best friends get on your nerves?

- who are my best friends? haha sometimes la. haha

55. Do you tell your mom everything?

-like NO?

56. What's the first thing you do when you go into the bathroom?

- DEPENDS? wa lau. what kind of question is this?

okay. i'm done(:

my mum is screaming. BYEE

2005-12-15T20:22:00.000+08:00

okay. caiximin, this is the explanations for TA.

TA stands for tangerine. my pri schl class. my pri schl classes are named after colours. it goes as follows.

amethyst
burgundy
cerise
emerald
jonquil
mocha
tangerine
turqoise
vermillion
violet

YESH. so, my TA doesnt stand for temasek academy. and i jus found out whats the diff btw temasek ACADEMY and temasek JC. academy is for IP people. JC is DUH for JC people. lol

i jus mistook my bro's voice for my aunt's. what kind of HUGE diff that is? i'm DEAF.

shopping. was ~~good bad~~ i dont knw. ~~tiring?~~ narh. jus okay. took cute weird neos (: managed to buy most of the presents. i still need rather alot more. im dragging mummy to town after band. YAY
boo. we're still stuck at maine's present. and i'm stuck with aowie's. GAH

oh yesh!! i received this letter. good progress thingy. what am i suppsd to do? isit the annual at tkg prize giving thing or what? how to collect my award thing. its 150bucks voucher. it cant be good. but still, better than nothing. HAHA
but hor, what good progress did i make? i also dont knw. HAHA

oh my. my bro is screaming his head off with the rainbow connection song. HAHA
LAMM STARTS TODAY ON 55. BREAKTHROUGH (:

im debating on the diff btw um ji dou and mm ji dou. but now, its with sheena. im trying to explain the diff. um is the hanyu pinyin and mm is the pronounciation. okay nvm. i knw you people dont unerstand. jus forget what i said. lol

YAY x'mas is in 10 days! I CANT WAIT! to get presents! (:
it the season to be jolly / falalalalala~
BOO. im mad. remember? i can go on and on singing the christmas festival songs. haha

oh. we're singing thats what friends are for for sec4 farewell. NICE(:

/ TWO WEEKS .

2005-12-14T20:28:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION TA PEOPLE!!

PLEASE COME AT 6 OR AFTER ON 23RD. DONT COME EARLY. I WONT BE HOME.

so change of plans:

23rd dec friday
my house
6-anytime
BBQ!

oh man why must there be band on that day. boooo. full day somemore. GAH hopefully it wont ~~rain~~. CHOY

chatting with izz and dead. memories(: great that dead is to his normal self. and izz is still herself. DAFTIES(:
jus realised that i live in the east, izz in the west and dead in the middle haha X)

i tell you she's weird and im scared. sigh

2005-12-13T21:57:00.000+08:00

yay.
i finally changed my skinn. haha i think the pic looks weird. gah

boo.
i think my brain cells are dying.
i CANT understand simple stuffs.
oh man.

x'mas shopping on thurs (: YAY
i MUST get all my presents done by then sia.

why must farewell be next tues. then i had to change my tuition to thurs early in the morning EIGHT. oh my.

i jus found the ren wo ao you ending song. FULL(: its so nice. and i realised i never finished watching my ren wo ao you dvd after i bought it. boo. i even forgot toro's name in the show. actually all of their names in the show. oh my.

i think chan is such a pro planner la. i think she can be a wedding planner when she grow up sia. first a list to see who can make it. then a list who bring what. wow.
oh cant wait for TA class gathering(: details:

23rd december friday
my house
5-whatever time
call me for my add

only 16 more days -

2005-12-11T21:47:00.000+08:00

okay if i blog abt this, tian is so gonna kill me. HAHA

I WENT FOR MAYDAY'S CONCERT.
okay i dont like them but still.

the atmosphere was beautiful.
the glowsticks.
the lights.

i recorded almost every song for tian till my phone's batt went flat. after the concert, then i realised i HAD my cam. i could have punched myself.

i was so high and hyper la. kai and i started laughing at people.
like the girl who cant follow tempo plus her boyfriend and the four bored people next to us and the guy who was damn weirdly high
our area was the most unenthu cos all the free tix section. haha

i like the drummer and lead singer(:
but tian says the drummer's getting married. haha
i think the lead singer looks like dashan and yan xing shu mixed together. haha but i like his voice.

okay i still like lam okay. if only lam were to come to sg and have a concert like that.....

i think i went deaf or losing my voice. but
I HAVE A STUPID RUNNING NOSE.

someone tell me where to get the lin lou song.
oh man. im falling in love with the song zhi zu. especially:
ru guo wo ai shang ni de xiao rong
yao zhen me shou cang yao zhen me yong you

it jus reminds me of...

2005-12-08T22:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAM! (:
oh yay. he turns 26! (:

gah. im doing this for peiqi and nat and cos im bored. and people, dont sabo me back cos i will only do this ONCE. thankyou.

List (in no particular order) 3 people you talk to online, 4 people you see in school, 2 teachers, 3 people you love goin out with and 3 people in your sms inbox.

People:

1. wusuan
2. izzy
3. tian
4. kai
5. shufang
6. maine
7. mich
8. ms chan
9. mrs tan
10. nat
11. xuan
12. lam
13. sheena
14. grace
15. cheryl lim

Questions:

1. What do you think of number 4?
-i've known her for like 7 seven since p2. too much to say.

2. How would you feel if number 4 slapped your face?
- she wont lor.

3. How nice is number 6?
- VERY nice. hahah

4. On a scale of 10, how much would you rate number 5?
- haha that stupid toot. 9 lor. she will kill me for not making her 10. HAHA

5. Will you ever fall for number 11?
- tht crazy girl? hahahahaha

6. Honestly, if number 8 meet with an accident, what will you do?
- OH MY. MS CHAN. there goes my bio notes. i'll be DEVASTATED?

7. What sport would you play with number 12?
- WITH LAM?! I DONT KNOW. X)

8. What if number 1 got a boyfriend?
- i would laugh my head off.

9. Do you hate number 9?
- no la. she's fine. i think she hates me. HAHA

10. How much do you like number 2?
- my darling dafty (:

11. Will 13 and 7 make a good couple?
- OMG. my senior plus lil mich. -unthinkable-

12. Would 14 one day kill you?
- no la. i hope not.

13. Who do you like more between 3 and 10?
- same i guess (: you cant ask me to choose like that.

Next 5 people:

1. xinyu
2. izzy
3. ximin
4. shilbe
5. cheryl lim

how bored am i.

oooooohhhhh.
LAM JUST DID THAT CHANNEL U THING AGAIN! (:

2005-12-07T21:49:00.000+08:00

ATTENTION HUMANS!

PLEASE NOTE THAT THE MATHS CA1 IN 2006 TERM 1 WILL BE BASED ON THE HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTS.

DONT SLACK ON THE HOMEWORK!

hahaha.

2005-12-05T21:16:00.000+08:00

okay. beach day totally rocked most of it i guess

i think we were toally noisy in the bus. died walking. okay. lets update who's in my group. TWO

abby
me
cheryl
peirou
joyce
~~stephanie~~ she transfered.
okay now lets go station by station for the games(:

first was weeling's blindfolded thingy. we lost. forefeit to chicken dance at a tree five times.

walked past cheeri and said papayas were disgusting and it was her station. GAH have to take turns to clean the seeds off and finish the papaya. it was a tie. forefeit was on both teams.
i kanna written all over my face with lipstick by sheena. tried to wash off but turned into a red egg. the first pic in the album is how i looked. GAH

next was weeshan's hole digging one. deepest hole wins. saw the previous grp forefeit seawater mixed with sand flour bread papaya and who knws what else. sit in the "bathtub" and kanna bathed. oh my. but, we won! (:

then is sheena sijia snd shilin's bread eating in sea. i so scared of jellyfish la. in the end we lost. kanna seawater bread splashed on our face and had to pick bread in the sea while they try to save jiayi and singling who are floating away...

i think nxt was audrey wusuan and hongyu's dough making one against kai's group. we won with a puniey ball of dough! (: they kanna in the sea sing and dance the chicken little song. in the end, they didnt kne so sang twinkle twinkle i think.

then we waited so long to play siying's group one. had to pick out two body parts and one item to transport to the pail. we won(: with a little help from siying. haha the other team did pushups by the shore. we were nice. just 10(:

last was clara and yuxuan's circle one. have to move from 1-10 with at least 2 feet in a circle. we lost. yuxuan gave us 9 cos we got gd teamwork(: how nice.
but we still did pushups while singing baa baa black sheep. halfway during the song, i suddenly found the lyrics amusing and laughed like shite. but pushups at the shore was fun! (:

we were the first grp to finish. jiayi said we're fast. HURHUR then i watched other grps suffer. sadist. soon, announcement of results!

i think we were second. um, peiqi's group first. the punishment was obviously bad. drink mixed stuff made by cheeri. with chips vitagen lemon tea oolong tea and other weird stuffs. pohyi's group kanna. yvonne so brave help her drink.

LUNCH.
i went to bathe twice. really bathe with clothes one. it was so super cold la. shivering during lunch with sheena and sijia. haha. loads of food X) french horn's food got stolen? sad.

then went over to the breakwater to observe jellyfish. we're all fascinated X) took loads of pics. band pic was like ANTS. go look. you cant see anyone! lol
then it RAINED.

ran for shelter. and i was making so much noise cos of shermaine tan. i think the whole band wanted to kill me. sorry people.

finally when the rained stopped, was interlevel games. sec2s had the most people(:

first had to build a structure out of us to store water balloons without it bursting. jiayi didnt allow the sitting one so we used the backs base one. base included me sharyn xm abby tian and peiqi and cheryl lim. we died la. talked to reen while the balloon leaked on me. the weight was like OH MY.

in the end, the sec3s won with the shirt method.

next game was the interlocking hands one. we cant allow people to be pulled out. we got second. it was scary with the tickles and shirt pulling. oh man

next was tug of war. after so long so adjusting positions. after one pull our string broke first. so sad la. HURHUR they were comtemplating whth was it we weak or strong tht string broke. haha

then we had to compete to sing if we hold on together to the seniors and see if they could hear. sec1s lost! hahaha. they kanna send at the shore face the sea while we water bomb them X)

there was a little free time after that. we all started making sandcastles. reen and i were so obssessed with making mickey mouse(: clarinetists built a tunnel. ners built her name and fought with cheeri. isabella was buried and so were my feet.

intersection games!
guess a band song we played befre or going to play and fashion show based on tht. ours was suite in f. took so long la. did song w/o words marianne was the model. i was the stupid mc. tbone won with dancing in the wind. hahaha.
after today, im sick of suite in f man..

cleanup time!
started feeding people with leftover jelly. haha

at macs, the cashier looked like yunqi. then found out tht my wallet is not there. ran all the way back to look for it. and it was not there. asked everyone i saw. wanted to go liao cos kai's dad was waiting. then sheena wusuan and val told me tht its in sheena's car. could have killed them. took wusuan's one fifty and left cos im broke and will only get my wallet the next day. wusuan, no one fifty till you tell me who's the mastermind! (:

super tired la. but waited till tongxinyuan's over then bathe. it had a dumb ending. the bath was like heavenly. i think tht would be how i wld feel when i get back frm obs. haha
earliest tht i slept la: 11. wusuan smarter slept till 3. i woke up at 9.30 and uncatchables was not on. i missed ep18! URGH

AHHH. maine cant go tml. sigh HOW. missing two smmaks. its a little weird. GAH tayshufang. where are you hur? lol

2005-12-04T22:42:00.000+08:00

star awards 2005.

oh man. my screaming time.

felicia chin!
ivy lee!
julian hee!

GAH. they didnt get prize. sob.

edmund chen!
jeanette aw!
xiangyun!
kym ng!
bryan wong!

oh yay (:

okay enough. needa sleep for tml.
cant wait for beach day.
but,
still sick.
GAH

2005-12-03T15:01:00.000+08:00

oh my.
i think i look horrendous.

puffy cheeks.
swollen eyes.
rashes on arms.
weird skin on legs.
itchy EVERYWHERE.
feverish.

oh my. i feel like dying. mummy refuse to bring me to the doc. but is forcing me to drink dont knw wht liang cha and weird chinese stuffs and i even choked on it.
GOSH

2005-11-30T20:26:00.000+08:00

i spent one hour telling my story TRYING to chill many times but,

failed.
like you can go toilet in one min. yeah stop trying to vent your anger around okay. we are not your chu qi tong. and stop acting so oh-i-am-so-great. you keep telling us to tell you when you're "wrong" or anything. like do you think we dare. tell me abt it man. so you think i have the chance to say anything. why not try being in our shoes. i knw we are indeed disappointing but have you ever thought tht we are also trying very hard not jus slacking like you think we are. i jus cant stand people who insists on their point and refuse to listen to other possible reasonable reasons. and maybe i can say you're one of them? little bit of stuff you purposely come and go against me. you knw how annoying tht is? try it yourself man. i've been tolerating. the ENTIRE day. i think im so proud of myself. despite people may think im mad telling myself to chill and suffering frm"asthma". well i tell myself tht i have preparations on not to play. well, i am the worst amongst the four. yes. i know that okay. if she just asks you who shouldnt play, there i go. jus one word. maybe thts wht you want. you dont want me to be part of it. since now you may have a say in it. i jus want the day to come sooner so tht i dont have to wait so long and suffer in stress thinking whth i am or am i not. the tickets are out. im so gonna grab yixiu's. sigh but cheryl says tht i should still hope for the best. and ners says she still has the last say. but still.. its scary. its all so unexpected. i always say tht i have preparation for the worst and when it comes, i really dont. i jus cant imagine when the day comes. i think nothing can take my mind of this. sigh and in two days time, im not suprised tht this will happen all over again. i've already tried explaining myself and telling my difficulities. but i guess noone will ever understand. sigh everyone will jus say tht you will play one la. its like its so easier but its not. they are not in my position of course they dont knw. they dont feel the pressure and stress tht im in.

/ zhi yao zai jing yao guan tou bu fang qi
jue wang jiu hui bian cheng xi wang?
am i supposed to believe tht?

yay. my first tuition is on 10th dec. so i sound happy? sigh

oh second yay. my retainers will be fixed tml. happy? gah

2005-11-29T22:27:00.000+08:00

sneeze sneeze sneeze.
stupid rain. stupid wind.
i'm using ten million piles of tissues.
gah band tml.
goodluck to me again.

bye jeong ):

2005-11-28T22:10:00.000+08:00

LAM'S NEW SHOWS.

FACE TO FATE (30 episodes)
Cast: Frankie Lam, Raymond Lam, Tavia Yeung, Selina Li & David Chiang

LE FEMME DESPERADO (20 episodes)
Cast: Sheren Tang, Melissa Ng, Raymond Lam, Kenneth Ma, Kate Tsui & Michael Tse

Lethal Weapons of Love and Passion
Raymond Lam, Bosco Wong, Charmaine Sheh, Sonija Kwok

im currently on melting mode with all the stuffs andand pics i found abt lam(:

mummy jus said tht she will totally disallow me to use the com next year. thank you la. counting on the fact that i wont even be able to breathe next year. this is my current proposed schedule of next year. mon band tues most prob tuition wed band thurs mep fri netball or band or tuition sat band and tuition sun piano and tuition. there goes my life. goodbye to it. SIGH

2005-11-25T21:28:00.001+08:00

sigh. cedric died.
i cried. its so sad la.

2005-11-25T21:28:00.000+08:00

omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg omg
tml
is
the -

AUDITION.

goodbye to amanda.

good luck to amanda.

good luck to all.

sigh.

i'm freaking out.

2005-11-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

shit.
i'm DEAD.
my retainers broke AGAIN. sigh
can you believe it?
i've already started studying maths.
i know, i'm crazy.
yeah man.
harrrrrry pottttter tml(:
FINALLY.

2005-11-23T20:16:00.000+08:00

my nametag broke again.
i dont even knw how tht could have happened. it was in my pocket and it broke?! oh wells. SUPER GLUE!
and there was a fire at the highest level next block. FREAKY. heard tht the glass broke dropped down. SCARY.

well im discussing with cheryl abt some stuffs and people. HMM
i knw i cant play the method books as well as the rest. but then i think i did improve okay. not long ago, i will struggling a flat major scale study. and according to cheryl, my tone is good and i improved? blah la. but then i knw maybe i am not wanted to play for concert. oh mans. im so scared la. and next monday cheryl and oli wont be here. im gonna be the only sec2 seconds i really dont wannt imagine whts gonna happen man. sighs
there's only 36 more days..
hope for the BEST? hmm

i'm already trying very hard. but you jus dont seem to knw it.

band songs are ringing in my head. but its the other sections' parts esp the saxes. blasting their way behind me. ~~kwanny~~ daxiang's song without words solo was (: and sharyn's fantasia's solo was (: jiayou humans! (:

another cold day ;

2005-11-22T21:26:00.000+08:00

eeyer stupid peiqi made me do this. and i kanna from charmaine foo and wong xiaoxuan. so 5X3=15 haha still say im LUCKY. like real. and thanks to shilbe again. now its 5X4=20

rules of the game:
1) post 5 weird or randomfacts about yourself.
2) at the end,write 5 people's name,the people who you want to do this quiz next. then tag in their blog to leave them a note to tell them to see your blog.

so i have to post 20.

1. i like talk to myself when im bored.
2. i breathe.
3. i eat ALOT.
4. i love my animals (:
5. when i talk and eat, food gets everywhere
6. i dont knw why am i doing this.
7. i so feel like playing mahjong now.
8. i am currently sucking on a toothpick.
9. i fight with my mum for the tv
10. i am in threeFIVE next year
11. i'm so gonna protest against FLOWERS
12. lam songs are always on repeat mode everyday
13. i think im gonna grow fat. or maybe i AM fat
14. i have no more facts abt myself to write here
15. i am so bored
16. i am damn senstitive. so beware?
17. i am not going overseas at all this holiday
18. i current have 991 songs in my com
19. maple always hang on my com.
20. i will kill the next person who sabo me again, BISH*

next LUCKY 20 people.
- quek wusuan
- sheena
- cheryl lim
- tian
- lena teng yulian
- matthew
- caiximin
- tanjialing
- nat a
- maine tan
- chimp
- tricialiu
- metoh
- izzy
- sharyn
- candice tan
- amanda kiong
- joanna cho
- chat
- izza

hahaha humans. HAVE FUN(:

2005-11-22T21:25:00.000+08:00

sighs i thought i told myself that i wont be affected by it. i thought i already gotten over it. but now, jus a few sentences and i jus think back on those stuffs. thinking abt it really makes me miss those times and miss it. oh wells. but now, nothing can be done to restore anything. to think that i am in such a risk for 29th. sighs i keep telling myself i have preparations for the worse already but when the thing really comes to me i really wont be able to take it and i knw if it happens, some people will jus be overjoyed or smth cos she thinks im not even worthy to be in it. day by day i jus think of the scenarios. i cant even imagine how i would react to it.i didnt expect that even without the "struggle" i have these problems. i think im gonna go mad SOON. sighs

2005-11-16T20:29:00.000+08:00

just a 3 words to describe today.

SUNBURNT
OUCH
HOT

my legs hurt when i walk la plus my toe.
and im lobsterfied. bbqed.
summary:
we cycled for 5 hours from one end of eastcoast to the other and to changi. almost to airport
its MADNESS.

look at my current tan state at the pics area. its BAD. i am so gonna peel like a snake GAH

2005-11-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

threeFIVE'06
liqin jessica sj syazana pohyi kai tian mich ners angela melanie shilbe nut victoria jamie junrui belicia

ONE
violet shu maine lena vyl aowie
TWO
none at the moment
THREE
nat a charmaine foo xiaoxuan? raihan?
FOUR
naq zah charm wenning kimberly flora dian
SIX
jialing yixiu ruoyu mengmei vicki kelly
SEVEN
none at the moment
EIGHT
cheryl tano kayan syaz lynnette jingying isabella kanny therese xinxuan abigail jocina yeeching grace soh charlene weena xuanhan?
NINE
sharyn alexa kwanny peiqi simei cerigwen

these are so far the current infomation i've got. people, have fun in your 2006 class and work hard(:
PS tell me if you knw more info. hurhur

kcp just brought back LOADS of memories. especially at the canteen eating macaroni soup with CHILLI. cherie said i eat very slow. i was SAVOURING.. we talked abt this teacher and that time when we...
and while we sat behind the hall listening to them having hymn practice.. it really brought back LOADS of memories.. especially the hymns and IJ song. i recorded it lar. LOL but they didnt sing the trees and the hills song.. they're having thanksgiving mass at the church la UNFAIR.
mrs soloman is on MC expecting second child. hurhur and we all volunteered to be maths and english tutor for p1-4 next year. haha how NICE. lol
chan they all planning to have chalet? YAY. oh you guys, get the pics from me(:

I AM FAT.
my definition of fat is someone who heavier than she looks
cos im 44 and wusuan thinks im 42. and she is FAT too. kai and i thinks that she is 30 something and she is 44?! she looks so skinny boney and she's 44. WOW la.
conculsion,

I AM FAT.

2005-11-14T21:25:00.000+08:00

TWO BLOWS IN A ROW to worry for.

1. subject combi aka 2006 class
i am getting into 3/5 the real results are out tml but im 90% sure. i dont mind getting into 2 3 4 6 8 9 lor. 3/5 is a good class la alot of nice people getting in too. if tml the class or combi i get is not what i predict. i dont mind but, I HATE THE NUMBER 5. and if the school is really changing to flowers theme, it will b E-something. SIGH

talking on the flowers issue, MRS LIM MS TERRY MRS CHIA PREFECTS or any other people. can you please dont change the classes to flowers PLEASE. i LOVE the numbers (except 5 and 7) yeah PLEASE.
I PROTEST.

2. 29th dec
i have like 60% chance that i am not playing. she said only selected sec 1s are playing then she'll hold so called auditions for sec2s cos not all playing. you see wht happen on 1st july. i am so on the black list la. and i cant play when she test la. with the bad impression plus her constant scolding of the section. my chance of getting to play is therefore reduced to 40% SIGH
i am jus hoping for the best la. wishing myself good luck and yes, lexa too(:
there's 45 days moree..

~~SHITTY CRAMPS.~~

2005-11-12T20:25:00.000+08:00

what am i blogging for. seriously.

the 10mb modem is here. but i STILL CANT freaking start maple without getting hanged the next min i try to click the frigging menu. and quek wusuan refuses to play for me la. so im jus a stupid warrior standing there. at LEVEL ONE.
I GIVE UP.
anyone wants to help me train?? xiexie. hurhur

no comments abt band la seriously. flute more intensity.. oh wells. did i tell you i love the persis last page bass part. hurhur. fancy the highest instru player loving the lowest part. haha i am so gonna get the notes and learn it.
to xxx i hav not really gotten over wht you said. but im jus trying to treat as if i didnt hear it. but its hard. but watch your words next time. i knw you are angry. but it hurts.

oh yes please tell me why did i change my piano to 11.30 in the morning? means i cant sleep late la. GAH why was i so mad. TELL ME. okay chill.
anyway, i found out that. i have 5 shows waiting for me to watch. WHERE IS MAINE. my lastbreakthrough. stupid twin bro. lofty. survivors law. and vanessa's good luck. hurhur.

the best part.
i left my darling mp3 at kai's house plus my twin bro 1-3. MY MP3. HOW TO SURVIVE WITHOUT MUSIC. OMG. sigh
good luck to me.

2005-11-10T14:11:00.000+08:00

im officially half zombified. i didnt sleep enough for 2 nights and still went for band. okay lets summarise the days (:

day1
cabbed with tayshufang. put everything down and waited for people to arrive. kanny went mad playing cheat at the pool area. wong xiaoxuan FORGOT abt today. there was a team of people awaiting her arrival at the reception haha. went to the beach with mama etc. the SAND (:
started the bbq. had trouble starting the fire. had to do it twice. i taught everyone how to poke the stick thru the chicken my hands became yellow like got liver problem. CHOY mr yong arrived with chilli sauce for my beehoon. i cooked the crabmeat sausages and blah. my shorts were like so HOT la.
yixiu aowie tano me ximin alien and mr yong started to play LOADS of bridge till 2plus leaving me yong and xm. started to play stress and talk nonsense. at 5plus i went back to aircon bed and wake up later to watch sunrise but lazy liao. slept until 7plus. i only had ONE HOUR of sleep.

day2
went macs for breakfast. was so full la. they went back to play cards while i slept for 30MIN.
people arrived and we play truth or dare. nut was SO BRAVE to go next door and ask for a "jerry" as a dare haha.
while waiting for mrs tan to come, i slept for 30MIN. then we wanted to play a prank on mrs tan but FAILED. went to beach again. took pics (:
went downtown east foodcourt for dinner. ~~then there was this little dispute.~~ no comments on tht. met cherie ng there. and i gave xuan a course on socialogy. haha and there was THE ATTACK OF THE COCKROACHES.
the sleeping arrangement was 4 on the floor 3 on the bed. amazingly, i slept for 9HOURS (: while the rest went to walk aowie and i slept first.

day3
woke up at 10 and suppsd to checkout at 10. we rushed and rushed. then we ate leftover strawberries with sugar for breakfast. it was damn nice la (:
went home in a cab to refresh energy for band while nat xuan alien and yixiu went tm.
came home and instead of sleeping i pract my flute and piano bathe nap for 15MIN and kai arrived with my lunch and PEARL MILKTEA (: watched lam and headed for band.

BAND
the guard took so long to find our. sheena and wusuan were shouting tht we're late.
had tuition for one and a half hour then combined persis. ms sia was like in a bad mood la. after combine, she was looking for me for my results la. ask me to go and study. and im planning to. haha the heymaths hw is out liao and i made kai buy assessment bk to do. am i mad or wht. HMM.

i so disappointed tht i didnt get to watch the sunrise la. but i knw my wish would come trueSOMEDAY (:
watched twin bro's last ep twice and i cried la. it was so SAD. WHY MUST HE DIE. so wei da. OH YES. LAM IS ON THE COVER OF I ZHOU KAN (: yay i went mad reading it. lol

aft wht someone told me abt you. i now have a different view and feeling abt you. are you really the one i knw or someone else in disguise? i really hope i didnt see the wrong side in you. and please, do not live under the influence of some people. sigh

LAM SONGS ARE ON REPEAT MODE! (:

2005-11-05T23:15:00.000+08:00

I AM SO WAITING FOR 12 NOV.

thats when the new modem which is 6 times as fast is coming (:

now i open maple i cant stay there for mroe than 3 min without getting hanged. GAH la. till then, i shall try again SOON

sigh. my hopes are dashed again. daddy download twin bros from his site for me instead of the vcds. in realplayer form. then he say watch finish must delete if not they check then BLAH. wa lau. then even if i burn, cant watch on tv. GAH la. so i can only watch ONCE. tsk
but still, im watching ep one now. LAM IS SOOOO CUTE (:

oh band was okay today. played suite in f.
went for lunch with saxophones sheena and val. it was a funny thing. wanted to play arcade but they claim we wearing uniform GAH la. sheena suggested that we go buy a cheap top at top20 and she wanted to wear this 2.50 piece of cloth. it was so amusing la.

officially, kuan yee is xiang xia de ren/village person. she and i same village but she calls me xiang xia lao. then our village use bicycle. lena's village use HORSE. haha! we are suppsd to challenge car racing. haha. ONE DAY..

okay. i think im really going mad.
its already 12.47am. i ahve never stayed online so late and never get scolded befre. hurhur. needa make sushi tml. YAY (:
two days till kaiyi is back and gai makes her braces. hurhur.

2005-11-02T21:12:00.000+08:00

another boring day.
i cant wait for class chalet!! FIVE more days.
and thats the number of days till kai comes back. i miss her sia. i think should get started on my sushi.

batch bonding today at oli's house.
cheryl lim was late for half hour cos she was talking to oli online and forgot abt the time? jialing was complaining. haha
played MINI mahjong. gave up aft 1st game cos its too small. i won ALOT of taithis WITHOUT twos (:
we decided to teach jialing bridge. and we succeeded after a VERY long time. aft every game, the winners will go mad. and i really mean MAD. haha
clubs are officially called CAULIFLOWER or BROCCOLI thanks to ms tan. hurhur.

everytime oli and cheryl are left together, they fight like noone's business man. its SCARY. had picture taking. shall upload them. SOON. there's one with cheryl's face like a MONSTER. and i mean it. its SCARY.

now, my left knee hurts cos i banged it against oli's bed. i think im gonna die. ow* CHOY
oh wells hopefully tml wont be a boring day. cos daddy's coming back. and hopefully he agrees to get me the vcd or ch55 or BOTH (:

*crosses fingers

OH YES. TWOEIGHT PHOTOS ARE UP!!
http://share.shutterfly.com/action/welcome?sid=3AauXLJs4YuRg

2005-10-31T20:51:00.000+08:00

today marks the start of boredom.
planned to watch like all 3 series of harry potter. then xuan called to ask me go out. im BROKE la.

ms wong was 30 MIN LATE. i waited at paya lebar. so SCARY la. and i stand there see 4 trains go past.
we walked ENTIRE orchard: cine heeran taka wisma wheelock lido plaza. my legs like died. okay main points.

neos at heeran was GAH. i spelt retarded as retared and they didnt let me write eighters finish gah. and there was a stupid star glowing yellow background. BAD MACHINE.
on the way to lido. a girl was walking BAREFOOT la. mad. roamed and decided to go get postcard and xuan took pic of the chicken. lol while walking out, this guy ask us to buy a pen at $2. xuan kept saying she felt guilty. hur.
went plaza. decided to get more postcards. walked one big round and there were people taking also. we jus laughed like maddo freaks. haha to think there are people like us too.
then ms wong went johnlittle to buy SOME STUFFS. she chose so long then they say cant exchange. tsk la

thanks xuan for today (: have fun at m'sia! (:

GAH LA. everyone is flying off tml la. maine kai xuan. im gonna be a BORED and LONELY soul SIGH.
i dont regret not going on sat. at least I THINK I DONT. sigh
shall cont on my thankyou eigthers speech.

2005-10-31T02:10:00.000+08:00

okay i am online at 2.37am. mum found out i used the com. die.
um i think its cos of the teh tarik icecream or my 12 hour sleep. GAH
found loads of beautiful lam pics (:

2005-10-28T21:05:00.000+08:00

omg.
i cant believe it.
today's the day.
the day we part.
~~2e8'05~~ no longer.
i cant believe it.
two years.
and now, we're going separate ways.
especially to the ip people,
i am REALLY REALLY gonna miss you guys.
whether i hating you now or befre.
none the less, i still love you all.
you guys will have a special place in my heart.
although we were not as bonded like other classes.
but i knw deep down inside
everyone has a sense of an eighter.
our class has the most number of people crying.
including me.
thanks to mama and nut.
i think we did have a bond together
that, only we ourselves can feel and see.
i will remember all the times we had together.
whether good or bad.
like the lizard. the scoldings. the competitions..
pictures will be keep as memories forever
of you guys, the class that rocks my world.
just one thing to sum it all

I LOVE YOU.

2005-10-26T21:20:00.000+08:00

its like end of the world just like tues. rain. dark until like nothing. cant see any buildings. lightning flashing every second. and the rain is NOT cute?! HMM
WE ARE GONNA DIE..
hahaha it just reminds me of..

why does the sun go on shining..

okay. maine is so gonna kill me. oh yes and this is dedicated to my darling gai..

SHUFANG ROCKS (:

okay enough nonsense.. we having crisis. the LIT PROSE. UNSEEN. hmm

results back. BAD. dont knw what combi to choose. oh wells. consulted ALOT of people. and changed my mind every 5 min. some say try trip la. some say danger. some promoting their combi some.. HAIYAH. this is most prob what i would choose..

1. trip sci / hist elec
2. bio chem / core hist / lit elec
3. UNSURE. sigh

oh wells. i am jus gonna think and go mad. i still have like 160 something more to go.. hopefully i can finish. i am like gonna die today. had OMG PAIN LIKE SHIT stomache. then FEVER. then now, BAD SNIFFLES. BLOCKED NOSE. gah im gonna die..

health checkup today was OMG LA. 15 bucks for a few qns and 1 hour of queing up. gosh. OH OH OH. i am 156cm and 41.something kg. maine tan! see la you were like 39. you owe us all icecream!! (: yay i am same height as kai.
the doc asked abt my nose allergy and never write anything la. HMM. like hello, i am dying now over here. oh wells. at least i can go obs (:

OH YAY. i cant wait for class chalet (:

7th-9th nov
pasir ris chalets

xuan and nut!! the SUNRISE. you guys PROMISED (:
sigh tml is like the last day 2e8 is gonna be together. i am like so gonna cry tml. i am so gonna miss everyone. esp ALL the people going for ip. -HUGG

okay. i need to get on on my stars..

2E8 '05 I LOVE YOU . <3

2005-10-22T22:11:00.000+08:00

okay. this post is specially dedicated to anonymous on my board. be honoured aye. i shall answer to ur tag personally here.

firstly. i have my own reasons to or not to go for training and that is not for you to know. and i did not say anything abt dreading training. i like to put what i want for my url. and this url has been the same for like two years? so what devotion are you talking about? i have devotion to both ccas. equally. there are times that i dont wanna go for band too. and so? what do you wanna say abt that? loads i guess.
the name you apparently thinks it suits me. well, i dont really care abt what you call me. cos no point arguing with you. and what do you mean by leaving netball to the pros. i dont get it. sticking to what i am good at is netball and band and whatever i am good at. so you dont make sense and in fact, contradict yourself.
i know you are someone from my school. but even if you are not i dont care who are you. cos whatever it is i know what i am doing and do not need people like you to tell me what to do. those are your opinions and they dont matter. you can happily flame my board. i would gladly answer you. and you can have the honour of being in the main topic in my post which is what you want i guess. attention?

oh yes btw, leave your name so i can know who i am putting the honour to.

I WANT-
TWIN BROTHERS.
THE LAST BREAKTHROUGH EP7 etc
LOFTY WATERS.
SURVIVORS LAW.

sigh. LAMM (:
no lam tml thanks to cancer show. sigh.
ooo 523 to go..

2005-10-20T21:25:00.000+08:00

YAYY. finally got the dancing in the winds (: sounds WEIRD.its not cos of percussion. its jus, weird.

YAYY. finally watched the four eps of the last breakthrough. i wanna continue watching! GAHH. and wusuan's stupid ep 4 refuses to burn. TSK i cant wait for ep 5-8 oh yay ep3 is my fav got the msot lamm (:

spent the day playing games writing letters discussing class outing and taking picstures (:
taught them how to play bridge. i LOVE bridge. oh wells. those were the days.. cant believe we played with 5566 cards?! hurhur.

lit think i did rather okay? considering i didnt really finish the paper but got 36/60? 60%
and now my dad is pestering me on what combi jus cos matthew choosing liao. GAHH i dont even know lar. and overall results for t1-4 are not even out yet. TSK
and the worst is matthew is this genius to 95 for maths. mao also, 99. MADNESS lar. can bai them lar. SIGHH

gah last min training tml. dont really wanna go sigh

LAMMM -melts YUMMY* ((:

2005-10-19T20:55:00.000+08:00

i am super tiredd.

band. new song: dancing in the wind? going blind sharing score. like 4 to one. SCARYY. got scolded. new song is nice. but i cant find it! GAHH.

tian, cannot give up just like that okayy. jus tell her that you got french she cant be THAT unreasonable rightt. but no matter what. MUST jia you. cos later some people want to play also cannot leh. its RARE and GOOD opportunity! remember, i love you ((: -huggs

3 papers today. all TOTALLY bad. i could have cried but wow i controlled myself and played with mama nut ruth and alien.
chinese 122/200 is that good? i dont knw. some people are gloating away. like WHATEVER.
science i expected much more. i wrote so much but zero for all my bio qns. SIGH ms chan told me to study smart next time. remember, its water ~~concentration~~ potential. amazingly, my physics all correct leh. HMM see, now wht stream to take? SIGH
oh yes. some people were so GAHH. i think almost the whole class feel like punching her. get like 70 then cry like its the end of the world. like hello. i got only 59.5 and others failed so shouldnt we be crying? like wa liao. a2 then cannot get into trip sci meh? -rolls eyes dont want the marks then give me lar. eff her sia.
maths paper one was OKAY. but lost 5 marks due to CARELESSNESS. omg lar. 63 divide by 3 is 31?! go and die amanda. amanda! -2-1 can simplify to -3! GAHH. paper two was WORST. i only pass by half. thought i could get my a1. thank you two qns worth 11 marks there went my a1. only 64 SIGHH

okay. shall NOT dwell on the papers anymore. jus think fwd. sigh. my lit. the one i have the highest and lowest hopes on. where i didnt finish the paper. SIGHH.

LAM LATER! YUMMY YUMMY! 10 min (:

2005-10-18T20:10:00.000+08:00

cycling in the rain ROCKS! i wanna get wet again!! ((: and guess who we met? vincent ng and ben yeo. haha. they were actually laughing at naq for being not able to blade. LOL x)
the beach was totally nice totally. especially the sea sun and sandd. after the rain is so nicee (: tried to get a tan. didnt work i guess. URGGHHH.
i am on a testimonial writing spreee. YAY hurhur oh and someone came online today unexpectedly. oh wells
band tml. me SCAREDD. tuition report not written. GAHH. i am SCAREDD. haven really practiced. me SCAREDD.
and i miss waffy and squealer! sheena, cheryl! return me! oh sheena wants to rename squealer to squishy?

I WANT MY ANIMALS BACKK.

ugh no lam show today AGAIN. tml, YUMMY (: yay. cant wait. and quek wusuan better faster lend me her vcds. GAHH

2005-10-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

okay now cheryl thinks im mad. cos lamm is on my dp. hahah. she trying to psycho me to change it to something nicer like a disgusting looking mudskipper which does NOT look like me. hurhur.
i spent like 1 hour downloading proj superstar songs for tayshufang. and abit of lam songs. haha. i am NOT gonna become like wusuan. haha. she is not even answering me whth lamm replied the email haha.

today was FUN FUN FUN. we managed to make maine get into the water and mich wet ((: see maine, you wont die if you swim. HA!
whoa i so long never swim my fingers become wrinkled so fast can. osmosis is taking place! haha

mep eng geog today. mark so fast for whatt. bias bias bias. thanks to her i got 56.3 for mep overall sa % lar. like how bloody bad is that. already got scolded by teacher wendy. sigh i have no comments lar. i am hating her for the rest of my life. jus TOO BAD. -rolls eyes
geog is jus average lar. i dont care liao. 12/20 for the ca? blah.
my eng was good to others but bad for me. 72.7% overall second in class. but then always like that past terms like shit sa damn good. but obviously, it is not good enough for my parents. SIGH
i cant stand it lar. everytime i talk abt her. i feel mean but i really cant take it. highest in class still complain. you wanna go trip sci then go lar. like wth. GAHH.
PS the hers are total different people.

and daddy still refuses to get ch55 for me. say wait for him to come back first. like in nov. by the time the twin brothers end liao. HMM. and he ask me go rent. isnt it more ex? wl. i want ch55! ARGHHHH. sigh

// IRRITATION .

2005-10-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

omg. wusuan jus sent a joint email to lamm with me. i cant believe it. haha. i think we are mad. lol.

HELLO . we are SUPER big fan of yours ! (:
i've watched your yummy yummy, twin of brothers , lofty water verdant bow, survivor's law , eternal happiness & golden faith and your roles were very funny & natural (:
the hairstyle in the olden shows are NICE . but the normal one's better hahahah . so yes jst ignore her comments . oh yes your songs are nice too . hohoh :D
-wusuan(work_sucks@hotmail.com)

HELLO! we are your BIGGEST fan (not me, she is a bigger fan) hahah! she watched more shows than me. but well i think ur hairstyle is weird in eternal happiness. hahah!
-amanda (piper_halliwell0910@hotmail.com)

so yes we are wondering when you'd come to singapore again . coz yeah we're from singapore(:

anyway , you look especially good looking in THAT picture x) :

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v625/netball_crazy/raymondlam.jpg

okay i think we ARE MAD. -melts

CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW ((:

2005-10-15T22:07:00.000+08:00

whew the puzzle is FINALLY DONE. the board looks well vandalised. lol. thanks to cheryl and wusuan on their buffy angel and raymond lamm.

talking about raymond lamm. he is actually shuai lar. but not in the olden times shows with his ~~gay~~ hairstyle. okay. wusuan is gonna like hack me when she sees this. yes. look at him in this pic:

omg. he's so shuai. -melts okay. dont worry. i wont turn out like wusuan going crazy every second. and quek wusuan! you better post a post to thank me for helping you with ur blog template and resizing the pic. HAHA if not you get food poisoning then you know. haha!

well, friday was FUN FUN FUN. smmaks, I LOVE YOU (: <33 shall not blog more. i have to off liao.

2005-10-12T20:37:00.000+08:00

FINALLYYYYY. its over. OVERR. the race is over. but will we win the race? we shall fine out soon..
okay. this is almost on every tkgian's blog. so yes i shall not emphasize on that. so yes i'm currently having a 4 people flute conference on the phone. its so weird. sigh

went out with smmaks today (:

met at my house. some SLOW people bathe so long. left the house late. and we dropped the wrong mrt stop. supposed to be orchard. so we ~~walked~~ ran ONE MRT STATION. thank you. maine and i had blister. now its the size of my lil finger's nail. and i tell you isetan's plaster is NO GOOD x)

watched into the blue. stupid corpse bride no seats sigh. into the blue was rather okay. i think alot of people watched it cos no other nice show liao. yes. tano shilbe jialing they all also watched.
some diver hunting for treasure. action packed. but rather gross. when the girl chop the man's hand off. decomposed corpse in the sunken plane. shark biting. overall worth to watch i guess?

got my darling purple espirit bag. YAY (: i think i was like the happiest girl on earth x) maine wants her espirit junior skirt?! haha.
took NEOS ((: will upload them SOON. x)

i cant wait for THE GATHERING. and TUESDAY. and MONDAY? haha (:
i love you guys <3

i finally made the smmak blog. go check it out and link us ((:
http://-smmaks.blogspot.com

2005-10-11T20:07:00.000+08:00

okay people. i think from the previous post you think you went the wrong blog. okay fine. i was having some emotional breakdown. i feel better now after my motivation (: HEH plus i was talking to myself on some msn myspace thing. thought it was crap. i was doing this:

eh cool. what is this. hmm. someone tell me. hmm. heard its better than friendster. oh wells. but noone is telling me how to use it. yay lets talk to myself:
manda, do you know whats this? hmm. no leh. so, WHAT IS THIS. hmm. it seems like some new thing on msn. okay. so what does it do? i dont know?! why dont you ask msn for help and stop asking me these weird questions?! i have to study for mep lar. tsk. okay lar! FINE! *wanders to look for msn*
wow. what an interesting convo with myself. see, i'm officially MAD. yay

well i SHOULD and SHALL get on with mep. i can make it for the last 100m dash (:
but, i shall look for my motivation again first.

GO MANDA GO.

2005-10-11T16:46:00.000+08:00

okay manda control. CONTROL.

i dont understand why. can someone anyone just tell me why. why do parents expect THAT much from their kids. okay. i know they want the best. but hello. we study so hard, and tried our best and they still think we dint. so tell me what is the best and what is satsifying. i dont even think full marks is enough. its already the last paper tml. and i cant take the pressure anymore. next year the comparison of marks will start again in the new year of sec3. i cdont even want to imagine.

once again, history repeated itself. i dint finish the paper again. and its chinese lor. well i admit i was damn tired lar. but still i know not everyone finish also even mao. but still i could have finished. damnit. and i wrote the words instead of numbers. its not my fault that i didnt read the instructions lor. and wang yue always ask us to write words. teotan say she will consider if she accept words. so my 10 marks is left dangling there..

i dont know how many times have i wasted my tears already. everytime i stop, people come comforting and i start again. and if noone talks to me i will like think and start crying again. okay i think i lack self control. but still thanks to all who tried to comfort me. esp the smmaks (:

i dont wanna study for mep anymore. but i cant! amanda leung! you cant do that! you still have one more paper! must study! still got loads more to go to memorise. GO GO GO!
okay i dont think that self motivation of talking to myself is working very well. sigh i am so tired from crying now.

my show last ep today. tong xin yuan starts today. i dont study later. then i will jus fail mep. thanks alot.

i cant go on anymore.

2005-10-10T20:58:00.000+08:00

omg. i cant believe i am so bored. hello amanda leung! there's this mep. yes. everyone's free tml EXCEPT YOU. go and study mep. you better ar! you still have ALOT to go!

um, is this called self motivation? oh well. i dont know man. i just know that this is some sort of xiu ci. see, i am learning chinese. err. its she wen I THINK. who cares. i dont even bother to chinese. BLAH. like two compres. HOW TO STUDY.

i am so bored that i am writing testimonials for people. AT THIS TIME. ahem there's still two more exams leh. but then hor its DAMN DEPRESSING lar. all the non mep people which consists of everyone except 40 people are STILL MUGGING can. but the rest are free and go like YAY FREE FREE FREE. tsk them lar.
but then can go to schl at 9 on wed. haha. can sleep more! see, i'm such a pig.

and mum keeps screaming. tsk

2005-10-07T20:30:00.000+08:00

quote from yap:

you can look up to heaven for inspiration
you can look down to hell in desperation
but dont look to your neighbour for information

its so stupid but at the same time cool. haha. he is mad lor. during chinese exam look at my dicitonary and compo. and keep talking to me. but actually this time he is not THAT mad to set the maths paper.

talking about the maths paper, tell me isit just me or what. EVERYONE including mama says that maths paper was a killer. part1-surayah part2-yap. to me, it was OKAY lor. not too hard not too easy. everyone thinks i'm mad and surely get a1. ya as if. i am not THAT confident lor. i just think its fine, compared to last year's. we shall just wait and see..

told teacher wendy tht i not going for piano and she say dont tell me my results liao. its not 6 weeks yet lor. HMM she said i passed. maybe she bluff. she refuse to say how much and merit anot. i'm dead lar. i haven practised moonlight sonata and beethoven movements. come to think of it. i haven practised for TWO WEEKS. okay i better go and play later :

quek wusuan is so smart as not to come for bio paper. i can like bai her lar. exam also can dont come LOL she's MAD. well, i am practically calling EVERYONE mad. i went mad printing mep notes. gosh

THREE MORE TO GO .

oh,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NERS! ((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHEENA! ((:

2005-10-05T19:50:00.000+08:00

i cant believe it. i didnt even expect myself. when mrs tan was like 10 seconds more, my hand was dying plus i was only at the 2nd paragraph on 5b and only wrote 5a halfway. i couldnt even organise my thoughts properly. after the paper was collected, tears were in my eyes lar. i thought it was just me yawning. then after can take bags, i just started to cry.
i dont knw why. but everyone tried to comfort me by saying they also wrote rubbish. but to me, it is not even counted as doing the qn. my lit marks for the past terms has already been so bad thats why i worked so hard for the finals and i want to get into a lit class. now with all my efforts seeming to have gone down the drain, how am i supposed to make it to fight with the rest of the millions who are siming for the same combi? what can i do? but just work hard for the rest of the papers and hope for the BEST.
now everyone ais asking and asking hows my paper. sigh i feel bad even answering them that its okay. when it is not. sigh but am i able to say anything? ~~ya!~~ NO.
well, thanks for the smmaks and bel and everyone else who comforted one. sigh. now, i am even considering to take trip sci and geog. by saying that, i even think i am mad. hmm i dont knw la. i am confused and stuck once again. i think i will just wait for my results and see ba.
plus now, my right hand fourth finger is like -- the bump is just so HUGE |: sigh

thanks to smmaks and bel again for staying back and making me feel happy even by just eating chips and GREEN TEA. videoworld was not opened yet so no melon yet. but icecream just makes me happy ((:
started chilling in the classroom looking out for prefects and learning how to hide the stuff in case of emergency x) bel kai and i were singing and recording ourselves in kaiyi's phone. bad day and predictable was a failure. because of you rocks lar. bel and i could do the "same damn thing" ((:
[hopefully we were not that loud x)]

but now, i am like obessessed with because of live by jesse mccartney. that is the only song playing on my com now. till now haven change song yet lor. repeat and repeat lor haha x)

ugh i think i am going blind |: my right eye has been like so itchy for the day and there's this thing growing there so irritating. and after put eyedrop and wake up from sleeping there was this burning sensation. after doing like a few maths qns i felt tired again. i think i am gonna die |:

daily swooning x) :
edmund chen like miraculously recovered from a death. supposedly priscilia chen saved him. oh wells. i dont knw. so glad he didnt die. BUT its already last four or three episodes ):

staring out at the rain with a heavy heart
its the end of the world in my mind
then your voice pulls me back like a wake up call
i've been looking for the answer
somewhere
i couldnt see that it was right there
but now i know what i didnt know

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live, girl
my world has twice as many stars in the sky

its alright i survived i'm alive again
cos of you made it through every storm
what is life whats the use if you're killing time
i'm so glad i found an angel
someone
who was there when all my hopes fell
i wanna fly looking in your eyes

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live, girl
my world has twice as many stars in the sky
beacuse you live, i live

because you live there's a reason why
i carry on when i lose the fight
i want to give what you've given me always

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live, girl
my world has twice as many stars in the sky

because you live and breathe
because you make me believe in myself
when nobody else can help
because you live, girl
my world has everything I need to survive

beacuse you live, i live

2005-10-04T20:44:00.000+08:00

my daily swooning x) :
i already knw the story ending liao. daddy tell me one. sigh. how sad. he didnt get to play in the end. and of cos the team won the green monsters. and she is getting married to that stupid idiot. gah its ending SOON liao TSK |:
omg!! edmund chen got shot. paralysed. how can. that stupid simon lee do one lor. who else. crazy. dont knw what he doing what ancestor nonsense heh

i actually was prepared to pon schl but went in the end after calling maine and flipping coins. cos of lit. and almost went home cos my eye which turned red like nothing. i think blood vessel burst or smth |: but stayed in schl cos of lit again. the 6 of us sat in a row were like multitasking like nothing x)

tomorrow is the paper that is meant to kill all hands esp my right hand fourth finger. the bump can just enlarged and die |: i went through animal farm like twice and copied alot of notes. got only 12/20 for my two unseens that mrs lim returned sigh. i am like a little worried. but before anyone say i am not studying, i shall list all the animal farm points that are prominent (:

FOUURR LEGGGS GOOODD TWOOO LEGGS BADDD
- bleating of sheep as propoganda

show trials!
- sheep confessed to killed coughing ram!
[ my favourite dramatisation x) haha ]

napoleon is always right!
i will work harder!
- boxer's motto/maxim

whisking its tail left to right with a merry smile,
"do you not remember that.."
"i'm sure you dont want jones back.."
- squealer turning black to white

got more lar. but if i name might as will type the whole book out. hahaha. see, i am studying online.. LOL x)

2005-10-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

omg. why he go and tell her that he dont love her. how can like that. jus cos of the stupiod game pac thingy they made. in the end both pockets also got the keyy. sigh. he even got into jail and cos of herr. and how can the stupid bf beat her up. go and die lar. irritating. oh wells.
okay manda. CHILL its just a showw. ugh, swoons*
oh man and i am now watching ch8 showw. the guy is like going to chop up the boy and eat. MADNESS |: edmund chen. swoons*
MANDA! CHILL

okayy. i got chased by mdm khoo today lor. was walking at the 3rd floor connector and she was there so i turned back and she was like shouting:" girl, dont think i cannot see your socks from here ar!" then kai thought it was her and started pulling her socks haha. i just faster walk and pretend to pull up. then i ran all the way to the canteen lar. imagine if she caught me, i die. my purple hairband my socks and my belt GOSH close shave sia x)

damnit sia. my ulcer is damn pain can. its like all cluttered together on the right side of my tongue. pain can!
and the jap music is just driving me mad. stupid wusuan just send me the file and go and sleep like i am suppsd to knw what are they. its damn scary can. like people chanting if i listen late at night can scared to death one can! haha

oh yay! i got a new phone new phone new phone. hurhur. BUT i cant use it till 17 days later. sigh. look at my sad sad life. hmm but i guess and hope the days very fast very pass one. patience manda, PATIENCE (:

purple espirit bag is no more in stock in singapore and most probably hkg! HOW CAN. sigh

i dont feel like going to schl tml lar. thanks to wusuan who tells me she not going. i dont see the point of going also. BUT mrs lim say she will give me my essay tml. eeyer if not all the other lessons also no use one. HMM but mummy will NEVER let me pon schl. SIGH then gai will just kill me cos she needs my lit notes plus i need bel's lit notes TSK

okay i shall write a paragraph to blame quek wusuan. err. blame what? haha um, for not telling me what the jap tracks are and went to sleep. for telling me she not going to schl tml so now i dont feel like going and most prob i cant go. and she still can say that we never master art of ponning. toot. hmm and making me change her tagboard this and that colour with that digusting combi of purple and green haha. actually, the black is nice lar. tsk oh! and not treating to whatever she is suppsd to treat me which i dont knw what isit. and saying that her raymond lam is better than edmund chen. tsk you knw, i thought raymond lam was some assessment book writer HAHA

what a crap paragraph lol x)

2005-09-30T16:49:00.000+08:00

YAY.
changed my template AGAIN and this time, its PURPLE! (:
comments.

~~one down~~ FIVE to go.
plus geog drama, SIX. sigh
eng was not bad. slept but i had to be waken.

i want THAT PURPLE ESPIRIT BAG!
mama! sell to meeeeeee.. |:

off to do science.
i HAVE to start on mep SOON. sigh

2005-09-28T20:27:00.000+08:00

okay i am officially dying now. somebody save me.

i wonder what is the thing that is making me sneeze like xiao for the entire day. i already used up one box of tissue (180) liao. OMG now, i am having a headache frm sneezing. wth and, NO BEL NO WAY. NO NEEDLES FOR ME. NO WAY |:

shu sounds like kelly clarkson!
(for because of you only) HAHAH

STUPID BIG FAT LIAR.
now the paper says we have to study medival and renaissance music. like wth. she said can forget after that test liao. now i have to slog extra hard to stuff all that into my brain. TSK

you're beautiful, it's true
i saw your face in a crowded place
and i dont know what to do
cos i'll never be with you
there must be an angel with a smile on her face
when she thought up that i should be with you
but its time to face the truth
i will never be with you.

2005-09-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

THREE more days
exhaustion.
OUT OF TIME.

funny toilet incident at pp x)

OMG i just realised i forgot about my 9pm show TSK

_____ maybe .

swoons*

2005-09-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

running out of time .

just FOUR more days .

2005-09-23T21:13:00.000+08:00

okay. i am officially STUCK.

what combi to choose?! i dont even knw why i went for the econs talk and help maine and shu ask abt mep.
i am so brave x)

im consulting everyone. maine . shu, stop trying to psycho me. im NOT taking econs. i have no interest lar.
cheeri says to take her combi and i think i will. core hist and lit elec. i am not so confident abt core lit and hist elec liao cos its 2 bks for lit and world war one for hist which is rather hard to score. HMM. but i still wanna knw stuff abt the others. so people, TELL ME. ENLIGHTEN ME x)
stupid moe website also dont have. TSK

oh the schl was featured in the papers and tv cos of the offering of econs and drama thingy. we saw the filming from the third floor. some sec one was interviewed. WHATEVER. not me inside what. HAHA.

oh and the new vp is rather nice and sensible. me shu and maine like her. heh (:

oh wells. STUDY.

2005-09-22T20:45:00.000+08:00

okay VERY short post.

tayshufang thinks that 3+3=9
WOW.
have to do 7-hour crash course for her.
oh. she's related to taylingling (:

thats the end of phone.
its never coming back i guess.
wonder how am i gonna survive..

SIGH

okay, STUDY.

2005-09-21T20:54:00.000+08:00

okay i am not supposed to blog. but..

i am in a bad mood.

there goes my phone.

stupid yong actually blogged about me and shu and our class. weirdo.
http://yongibear.blogspot.com

charmed has season8. YAY (:
http://www.thecharmedones.com

cant wait.

okay. goodbye.

2005-09-20T20:43:00.000+08:00

screwed up mep. boon is sure gonna fail me. sigh

no comments.

mugging and slogging my guts out. no time to blog liao. maybe when i have the time, if not, see you after EOYs (: um, to everyone studying out there. GOOD LUCK and JIAYOU! (:

___ intensive studying

2005-09-15T15:00:00.000+08:00

i realise i can never finish blogging in peace. i started on sunday and today is already thursday x) then i have to keep adding on to the stuff gahh anyways

september 10
gosh. my hair is utterly weird. gahhh. went kaii's house to do the stupid time turner thingy. its look so ~~stupid~~ CUTE! (:
had dinner with wusuan. she's scared of my mum who thinks she is BAD and has ap. LOL x) how amusing.

september 11
exactly 3 years ago. twin towers crashed. sigh. may all those who died rest in peace. may the terrorists go to hell. oh wells. i feel so holy all of the sudden. okay. enough.
lets update the flute family furst (:

grandmother-in-law - val
father-in-law - sijia
mother - xinyan
daugther - sheena
son-in-law - chun
husband - cheryl?! GOSH.
granddaughter - ners (adopted)
grand twins - marianne . shiying
guinea pig - jialing x)
undecided - qiyan

september 12
okay i am freaked out. shutup maine. i dont wanna come on friday. thank mich ALOT. gahhh. SIGHS
studied with gai and laopo at ~~kfc~~ bk. crazy guy appeared asking for 2 bucks and crazy tkss guys gave him. eeyer.

september 13
studied maths with gai at kfc. cant rmbr what happened.

september 14
had the stupid survey. they asked crap questions lor. had a stupid ~~souvenir~~ sticker thingy. did geog drama.
studied at kfc with gai. called sharyn and zhiru who brought ms guinea pig along. my wallet got taken cos i dont give them the coupon to unlimited fries.
a fight. almost died cos they wanted to see my foolscap last page. then sharyn 'saw'. i freaked out. of course not if not i would have died. got my wallet back lar.

september 15
marathon of maths today with gai. realised we do more and more maths each day. YAY (:

i am like working SHUPPER hard for EOYs. hopefully it will all turn out well. gah dont wanna go for training and mep tml SIGH

because of YOU ___

2005-09-09T21:43:00.000+08:00

YAY.

i finally managed to put a song on my blog (:
thanks to shilbe for passing me the code. and ripway letting me upload my song (:

and i finally managed to make my tagboard thingy. isit weird? heh x)

now, i think the song doesnt fit my blog theme. shall change it SOON. heh. meanwhile..

listen to the BEAUTIFUL song (:

2005-09-08T18:52:00.000+08:00

i am so lazy to blog but sharyn apparently forgot what happened. so i am supposed to refresh her memory.

piano exam . totally rubbish. dont wish to blog about it, maybe when i get the disappointing results. sighs.
joanne, bugis. green tea with pearls. neos (: thanks woman for accompanying me. yes i only love you to bits and pieces x) think of the day the pain will stop (:

band. stupid backgate was locked. had tution. combined suite in f. ms sia in good mood (: new score. a movement for ROSA. in memory of ESTHER. i think the MAID got their inspiration from this song? HAHAH x)

went parkway to get lena's present with cheryl and sharyn. ate scoopz peach icecream (: bought the donkeh at minitoons. weirdly, cheryl looks like it and was suffering from hypertension. sharyn and i were shocked? x)
bought puzzle glue and started pointing to all the puzzles that relates to oc x) saw wusuan and chermaine at delifrance opp. started waving ~~like mad freaks~~. and cheryl demo-ed the donkeh expression. hahah.

took 31. and cheryl started to wonder where was i in the morning. she has this impression that i was very very late for band. and she kept trying to recall. gosh. only after sharyn said was she even here for lunch then she rmbred that i had exam and came only after lunch x)
she disallows me to blog about this but TOO BAD (: hahah

lets introduce the flute family (:

grandmother-in-law - val
father-in-law - sijia
mother - xinyan
daugther - sheena
son-in-law - chun
husband - cheryl?! GOSH.
granddaughter - ners
guinea pig - jialing x)
undecided - qiyan shiying

i refuse to acknowledge cheryl man. she is and will always ONLY be my partnerr HAHAH x)

tuesday 6th september

piano at 8. met kai at eunos. tried guava icecream. not bad.
went to the new library with bandy. the place is like a waste of space. the second floor is like made up of toilets only. there's one floor made out of nothing. crazy.
borrowed books and found out that my library card is at esp. gah must go collect it one day. went to the courtyard to pract for geog drama. there's a stage there x)

went bras basah to buy the materials and went bugis to look for chinyixiu. couldnt find her lar. in the end went mosburger to eat and discuss. had a laughing spree.
green apple ice blended (:

i just found out that i have 890 songs in my com. wow. its so amazing lar. okay i am mad.

geog ca. geog drama. mep pract is in 12 days. haven found song. and the one i wanted to play, tanjialing is playing it AGAIN. eeyer. HOW.

okay shall go study now .

______ tuxy smells superbb (:

2005-09-03T17:42:00.000+08:00

just read a super funny blog. ask me for the link. HAHAHA

saturday 3rd september

section lunch outing . band

was late thanks to ms olili ho who overslept. did 20 pushups. got tested. couldnt play b major scale. no combine. already teaching sec1s suite in f. soon, persis. SIGHS.

and sorry wusuan for forgetting your cal. i really forgot counting on all that stuff last night. will try and rmbr to bring on mon. and can you please tell me when you want to cut your lion hair? i already asked you for the 10 millionth time leh. tsk. and stop sleeping momo pig x)

section lunch outing at suntec. videoworld not open. no melon but i got two icecreams treats! (:
ate kfc family meal. laughter all the way. sijia kept laughing about the slow motion cartoon picture of the kfc man with the cane doing the hand circular motion thing. so funny lar. she say that if we run past it, can see it moving. gosh.
i became sheena's dad. val is some grandma and sijia is some grandpa. jialing is a guinea pig pet HAHA x)

convinced sijia to watch red eye with us. val was telling me the story of the maid. till now, the story still haven ended. i want to know the ending!!

red eye was not bad. we were late. there was this gross part where the girl stuck a pen into the guy's windpipe. YUCK* and thank goodness i was sitting next to ~~a stranger~~ someone. val was sitting next to loads of empty seats. it was really scary after the maid storytelling...
sheena ~~and i~~ kept screaming. noone else screamed lor. haha. we hid our faces after the show lor x)

partnerr, sorry. about leaving you to find the bus stop yourself. we were late for the movie already. and i was really not familiar with the bus stops at suntec. there are so many towers. so sorry for making you take so long to get home and take 36 more than twice? sorry. really.

wednesday 31 aug

tchers day celebration

aces day was gah. stood infront of sec 2s. thankgod. there were not enough tables (: so scary still. ruth victoria and i were just laughing away x)

amazingly the icecream didnt melt. instead it was still so hard. i tried digging some out but gave up and went to give presents to the teachers. not personal ones lar. class ones. took picture with ms chan ms tan mrs lim ms ang (: took loads of pictures. even with qiyan x) was so super hyper.

i was so hyper during the concert. hahah. the guess the teacher's voice thingy was so funny. and i was screaming my lungs out during the concert. amazingly i didnt lose my voice or get a sorethoart the next day x)

went back to kcp and dragged shu along. we had this competition to see whth 10 or 197 is faster and obviously me and mao lost. hahah. kimberly and mag were the only one there. no teachers there obviously.
yummylicious macaroni soup with chilli. totally heavenly (:

got chased by the stupid guard and he threaten to see the principal. and we were like more than happy.
bargained with the office to stay till 1. waited for mrs liew and mrs tan outside the hall and got chased out AGAIN.
we took pictures before leaving. got formal and informal. the informal was damn comical. x)

went parkway with kai shu and tano. ate the oh-so-nice scoopz peach icecream (with jelly!) hahah. tano and i were chanting that even while ordering it. HAHAH.
started browsing and aweing over phones. sighs.

went kai's house and slept an hour.
and started studied all the way (: how guai.
played solitaire with wusuan with a laptop. the emphasis: NO MOUSE. we were haing this chiong-ing marathon together with weijun. everytime we win, we were like overjoyed. relieved. HAHAH.
slept at 1am. ahhah. after reading 8days.

thursday 1st september

kai woke me up at 9plus. so tired lar. she threaten to blast her clari. ahah. ate wantan mee and bubbletea and melon! (:
continued studying. watched cinderella story. its like my 4th time. i could memorised what happens liao. lol.

the funnest part is ... i cant tell. hahah. its for me to know and for you to find out. if i say antyhing, we would just die. but it was FUN FUN FUN. i am so pro. YAY (:

msged and wished tchers. only mrs soloman and ms teo replied. told mrs soloman that we'll visit her in term4 after end year. ms teo said to have fun blowing. HAHA x)

friday 2nd september

only thing i remembered was that we got back progress report. my average is GAH. like 64.8% my L1r5 is only like 18. mum wanted to see my term2 results. its in report book. sighs. i dont even rmbr whth i improved or deproved.

must work hard for end year liao. but i dont have anyone to study with now. kai cant study with friends liao and gai is partially grounded? sighs. good luck to me.

oh. maine and i just made up a name for the 5 of us. from the 5Gs change to 5BGs. to theMASKs. and finally,
theSMMAKs! (:
and what we do is smmak-ing! shu maine mich amandar kai in gossips. HAHAH. so cool right. YAY (:

___ honeywater!

2005-08-30T21:10:00.000+08:00

i feel so sad and pissed at the same time now.

WHAT IS UR EFF-ING PROBLEM HUH. I SPREAD FAKE RUMOURS ABOUT YOU. WHATEVER MAN. YOU CAN TELL ME NICELY RIGHT. YOU DONT HAVE TO ANNOUNCE IT ON YOUR BLOG. FINE. YOU ANNOUNCE IT ON YOUR BLOG I SHALL DO IT ON MINE AND DONT GO AND CRY AFTER OR WHAT SO EVER MAN. THIS WILL BE THE LAST TIME I WILL BE BLOGGING ABOUT YOU. NO WAY AM I GONNA MENTION YOUR NAME ON MY BLOG EVER IN MY LIFE. SO YOU CAN JOLLY STOP READING IT.

gosh. even after typing that, i dont feel chilled down. bloody hell. i just cant take it anymore i have been sitting behind her for almost a year now and i ren her for very long. she can go and say anything she want but what the hell announce to the world. fine lar. go spread fake rumours about me if it makes you happy. cos i know that they arent true and i wont mind. NOT LIKE YOU.

sorry tian.

now the sadness. mao is leaving for vj next year.. sighs. i am REALLY REALLY REALLY gonna miss her to bits and pieces lor. sighs. and then it will be EVEN HARDER for the five of us to go out. sighs.

MAO! DONT GO!! ):

had a laughing fit at yoshinoya with mich maine kai and shu. and i stole wusuan's calculator and waterbottle. and apparently she doesnt want to claim it back (:

YAY. I WON SOLITAIRE TODAY! (:
573-465 . 7-4

I AM SO SCARED. ACES DAY DANCE TML. SIGHS.

white choclate mooncake is YUMMY* (:

2005-08-28T17:08:00.000+08:00

i shall attempt to blog about the past 4 days.
lets continue with the band com furst.

bl -jiayi
abl- eunice
secretary - brina
librarian - charmaine . abby . liyana
treasurer - val . sheena lim
qm - audrey . hongyu . jessica . clarissa
junior band lib - NERSY.
junior band qn - pohyi
media lib - peckhong
oboe - shilin . abby
flute - sijia . sheena
clari - audrey . charmaine
sax - anne . wusuan
horn - jiayi . hongyu
eupho - peckhong . peiqi
trom - weeshan . cheeri
trum - caryl . liqin
percussion - eunice . brina
tuba - weeling . liyana
bassoon - clara . siying

tell me if i missed out anyone (:

thursday 25/8

cant really remembered what happened. went to shop for caps for zany. and the rusty woman put tux in her butt pocket. hahaha. maine bought two pink caps in the end.

saw wusuan at 77th and she pierced her ears and started whining about her 'wound' its not even a wound lar. she claims that she cant sleep move or eat. gosh. and its NOT pain lar. its all in ur puiney mind, woman. HAHAH.

friday 26/8

iap. was a DISASTER. the programme esp. no time cos loads of guests were late. esp the tkps people. boon cancelled the game den put hi5 one song only. haiyah. den we had to rush for iap. and they were gonna fog the schl. the classroom was in the messiest state ever. x)

shu mich maine kai xuan and i tried to flag a bloody cab. in the end called. while talking to the woman, we got a cab but must take two. the taxi driver ask where and i said e1. we ended up one carpark away. had to walk until my hands were numb. xuan and i drank like loads of milo before going the the field. i was so sleepy lar. didnt want to run.

still ran lar. came in 69th (: it was good. cos i didnt stop. jog all the way until the last stretch i sprint and overtook ruoyu. HAHAH. and shu and gang were like shouting somthing that could have ruined my whole life. ugh
took LOADS of beautiful pics with everyone (: and i got chased by sheena and wetted with sprite ice cos i sprayed her and wusuan's hair. HAHAH.

shu and i ate at the hawker centre and eat. wanted to blade but shop closed. tsk. first time i finished all my food and wanted more. went to the beach with the amigos. it was so beautiful lar. the wind the sand and the sea. it was so nice. i swear to go and watch the sunrise there one day (:

got a lift from zah to pp and walked around eating peach icecream (: shu wanted to take out her earrings but it was stuck. so we went to 77th and the woman took out for her and she was screaming her head off. there was like minor infection. the pus was there. YUCK* when i went home, my legs were like paralysed. SO TIRED lar.

saturday 27/8

band. amazingly the gate was open. ran around classrm block once during sectionals cos jialing laughed nonstop. the shutter was closed so we were supposed to bang it. and cheryl bang so hard until scared the eupho. lol
oli was already exercising her dutied as lib. and we got new score (: second suite in f. oh and we are going to have a joint concert with some jap band on 29th december. YAYNESS (:

went to pp for lunch with shu. was again HUNGRY and cleared my plate spotless. saw alien there. and adrian pang was there. he was so comical. lol then went to suntec and shu saw joanne peh. haha. i didnt see. was blind x)

strolled all around suntec den finally went to esplanade lib. then couldnt borrow with ic cos must be premuim. ugh. waste of time AGAIN. sighs. so we went to read mags. and came across this windplayer thing. damn interesting. but sadly cudnt borrow to show the rest.

went to marina square to eat icekacang. and met tanjialing and her weird green shoes and weird hairstyle there together with delia and shilbe. she was laughing once again. and i snapped a pic of her ugly shoes x)

concert was boring and 2/9 kept taking pics. sighs. i wonder when will our class be so bonded to do that. its like already aug. 3 more months..

during the concert, this guy asked us if we were enjoying ourselves and i thought he was some survey person but he was trying to tell us to shut up. fine lar. the way he clap was like so amusing. and the string players clap by moving their bow up an down how cute x)

the oboe and bassoon tutor were playing? hmm. xuan dropped paper down lar. HAHA. fell asleep at the last part. i wonder why the audience love to clap so long. and xuan was imitating them. hahah.

was like starving after the concert and the niners were taking photos AGAIN. sighs. then ners wanted to take the 'i was here' thing. but people kept blocking her. HAHAH. and the blue balls finaly looked blue! x)

sunday 28/8

woke up still with muscle aches. and i had to go for piano myself. the bus12 seemed to have disappeared lar. waited for 20 min and was late for piano. and there was another bus12 behind when i got down. gah.

one more lesson to exam. i am so bloody scared can. sighs. my in thirds are like BAHH. and i keep aiming wrong note. my c3 is like BAHH. b3 i forgot the chords. a1 the mordents. I AM SO SCARED.

and aces day is in 3 days. i am like leading the schl and i am so freaking scared. its maluation day for me lor. SIGHS i forgot like most of the steps. why am i even in this? thanks to boon la. TSK.

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself
Cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did,
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way
To never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me
but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because you know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
A smile, a laugh everyday of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry in the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

my current favourite song! i love the piano part (:

_____ because of you . kelly clarkson

2005-08-24T21:37:00.000+08:00

went for science centre trip. the nile was fine i guess. just a little dizzy cos i was sitting at a weird position. and it was damn freaking cold. even with my jacket. i was just freezing. i fell asleep when the people finally reached the sea. LOL x)

got msg from cheryl about the band com and i cant really like believe it. i shall name it below.

bl -jiayi
abl- eunice
oboe - shilin . abby
flute - sijia . sheena
clari - audrey . charmaine
sax - anne . wusuan
horn - jiayi . hongyu
eupho - peckhong . peiqi
trom - weeshan . cheeri
trum - caryl . liqin
percussion - eunice . brina

shall cont tml. damn irritated with the stupid clarinet junior dionne. GOODBYE.

2005-08-23T21:11:00.000+08:00

the case of the missing answer key

i am dead lar. if i really cant find the missing answer key. shu is gonna kill me. hopefully bel has it so i can photocopy. but i seriously either put it in my file, under my table or on the floor. maybe some idiot threw it away. UGH

did dc duty as a class today cos we failed spotcheck. well, SOME PEOPLE were just hanging around, reading. not doing anything. like wth. oh wells. i seriously felt.. um, bonded together as a class. HMM. dont ask why.

got my skirt already! (: its beigy brown. mummy says its too short. oh wells. dont care. i like the dark green one better. i want to get that! but it doesnt match my top. BAH.
class fund owes me $10.70 for teacher's day presents (:

chicken wings at waterise are YUMMY* (:

people keep interupting me tday. was trying to do my maths and sheena kept asking me WEIRD qns.
wanted to sleep. people keep msging me. and when i decide not to reply. wusuan has to call me asking me where's shu and telling me she's stranded somewhere in sg. AHAHA.

gosh. aces day next tues. tml got pe. haven learn finish the steps and i have to lead the schl on tables lar. AH.
iap in two days. lets just die tgther. gosh. band item thing not even confirmed lar. and yixiu our dearest project leader is sick. sighs. wonder whats gonna happen.

I WANT TUXY BACK. i miss tuxy ): stupid meano momo abuser, return tux to me and lend me for iap! x)

i wonder what is happening to poor lil tuxy ___

2005-08-22T21:24:00.000+08:00

i hate you .

some smart woman called aow cihui could actually forget to bring her belt. like WOW. clap man. x) and somemore want me to borrow belt from office for you. XIAO. and i went all over to look for belt and quek wusuan has to forget to bring it. waste my rollerblading time. tsk.

last rollerblading lesson. not as fun. but aowie fell down twice or smth. and i want a pair of skates now. gah. oh wells.

whatever okay. i dont care anymore. you big fat liar of the century. you think you help us 'spy' or whatever you wanna call it. its not gonna work for me. cos i cant take it anymore. you think you can jsut pull it off so easily for every single just like tht? ugh. forget it. dont want to waste my time talking about so nonsense people.

wow. crosscountry and iap in 4 days. and we are still stuck. sighs. i wonder whats gonna happen. and the aces day dance is next week. i haven learn. DEAD.

i tell you. i officially cant stand the clarinet junior, dione. yes, i dont care if you are reading this. cos i DO NOT look like a cabbage toy. and you have no right to talk to me like that lar. please lar. stop staring at me and saying i have dots. like what the hell. you sound like a stalker can. gosh. and you just live the next block to me. GAH. go away lar. i am freaked out. STOP CALLING ME A CABBAGE TOY.

and wusuan, i DO NOT have a green face. everyone in the schl is green if you are THAT colourblind. GOSH. stop laughing lar. cos its not funny. gosh. and you make me come to schl so early and you disappear. tsk. momo pig.

oh and i got my 3 month late present. its a giraffe. i named it WAFFY. its so cute. its makes weird whining noises. everyone in class was squishing it lar. lol x) i forgot to bring it home. its in schl.

i hate you , liar of the century .

2005-08-19T20:23:00.000+08:00

get lost.

FINE.

we shall get lost. when you have no item to slot in there. dont come running to me. go think of a programme that WILL WORK in 5 days SUCCESSFULLY. if you are so capable, go ahead. yes so what i am the head of entertainment. since you are so unhappy with stuff, go figure something out YOURSELF. we are not here to do as your bidding but learn and work together. we are doing this for the class not for you. you are the mentor but have you done anything but critisize? for goodness sakes. i dont even know whats the point of typing this. when i am supposed to go and think of a NEW PLAN.

i should start racking my brains out now.

I HATE YOU.

arrgghhhh

2005-08-18T21:56:00.000+08:00

you're my shooting star___ ;

maths spring test was cancelled. surayah didnt come. saffiah relieved. she's so nonsense. dont allow alien to ask people question. dont allow people to go toilet. MADNESS. i gave up doing maths and fell asleep.

i am like supposed to help out in cross country after i run. gosh. and i have to stand in front of the whole school on the tables to lead the aces day dance! i have not learnt a single step on the dance yet! should i skip training and go and learn. ugh.

and my phone died. THREE TIMES. offed by itself two times. and anyhow delete msg by itself. MADNESS. sighs. i want a new phone. walk past singtel shop they say free samsung x640c if cut out yellow pages thing. cheat people one lar. i search the yellow pages TEN MILLION times. DONT HAVE. sighs.

I WANT A NEW PHONE.

wusuan, i want my present! you can share it with sheena and me a new phone for either my 3 month due birthday or early x'mas present (: AHAHAHA.

I WANT A NEW PHONE.

2005-08-15T22:10:00.000+08:00

the numbers 22 and 11

just got piano exam on sunday. 7 SEPTEMBER. 22 days. sighs. i am like going to die. my scales are like -- sighs. good luck to me. its so unfair lar. kai got 6 days later than me and grammacy in the afternoon again. so near. and mine. school holiday. somewhere in waterloo street. early in the morning TSK. UNFAIR.

oh my gosh. i cant believe that actually happened today lar. gosh lar. i just had the shock of my life can and yeah, my life is ruined. oh wells. i know noone actually knows what i am talking about except maybe some? hmm.

okay forget i said that.

reran 2.4 with shu and kai today (: the whole class passed! the last girl came in at 18.03! oh yay! and the aces day dance looks nice but i lazy to learn. JUMP! (:

it was like the invasion of the bee. stoopid bee keep coming for its hive and mdm khoo scrap it away and spray insecticide. what a SAD life it had. well, at least i hope it would stop bothering us already. hahah.

geog ca tml. online test. sighs. its like 100% for term3 progress report. sighs. anw, i got full marks for my chinese listening compre for endyear! (: i am so happy can! and wangyue added 3 marks to my test today (:
bahh. i haven done yong's 3 chaps of longman and surayah's test paper. and mrs lim's animal farm ws. sighs.

iap's in 11 days!! HOW CAN. haven rehearse finish. at least we settled on the song. bits and pieces of graf 11. but no time to pract. hopefully can pract tml. sighs. recess is like out of the question. dunno what niche thingy. tsk.

the whole class turns into kiddy paradise everytime after recess cos of the hi5 songs. even i am obessesed with them. they are so nice lar (: and i cant stand nathan. so GAY. lol.

three wishes what would they be ;
everyday's a special day ;
cos i am living in a rainbow ;
mirror mirror mirror mirror ;

____ cant believe THAT actually happened .

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! (:

2005-08-13T22:44:00.000+08:00

WOW. this is the second time i am typing this and i am running out of time. cos my mum is screaming at me. sighs.

pesta sukan. i only played for two halves. not even one full game. sighs. what can i say. and i got a big splitting headache and sunburnt from it.
well, congrats to tano's team who got in to second round (:

people keep telling me its gonna turn out fine and nothing's gonna happen. i am jsut super paranoid. the thing did not happen to you. its easy for you to say. and what if something happens? i just have to hope for the best. and prepare for the worst that can ever happen. sighs.

but still, thansk to the people who are helping and supporting me ya (:

looking for that glimpse of hope _____

2005-08-09T14:02:00.000+08:00

hyper happiness (:
happiest national day celebration ever (:

shuff came over to camp. it was so fun lar. i won all the solitaires with wusuan. now, its the curse of shuff LOL
started talking to each other about nonsense. at 12, i got hungry. went to cook maggi mee. lol. continued about injections operations and future plans. finally slept at 1.

shuff and i were a little late. but we expected wusuan to be later than us counting tht she woke up at 6.30?! madness.
the heat was killer lar. my hair was soaked with sweat. gosh. it was drizzling but ms terry wanted it to carry on. haii

changed to sku u. lazy to buy red and white and borrow ethnic costume. lol. ran up and down to get my phone from the band room. left it in my flute case. haha.
took pics with shuff shermaine mama wusuan kaii xuan ners mao yixiu mua sectionn. well thats the main reason i love the day (: the celebration in the hall was crazy. sang the songs so enthuly. did the snake thing. basically went mad. lol.

went cine with kaii and shuff. got my melon and greentea (:
cine was like soooo crowded. and obviously we couldnt get charlie tics. so we watched island. it was not bad. the way they killed people was so GROSS and scary. and you could hear people going ssss at the 'painful' scenes. lol.

and we had weird lift incidences.
first was the lift stopped at first floor. we wanted to get out den this huge bunch of people were outside. and i saw wusuan staring straight at me with keyi. and people just started swarming in. and we got stuck. haha x)

second was this idiotic bunch of kc girls. were in the lift with us. one of them was like eh, someone is talking about us. some green green people whoa. i got damn pissed lar. cos we were not saying anything. when they went out one of them went eh dont so bad lar. i like the green green people.
like WTH. i feel like killing them lar. kc people are shit. well shuff says at least we are more civilised and smarter than them i bet they used what shit score go in one. so the bunch of nonsense shit in the lift, if you are reading this, go to hell cos you are just a useless bunch of idiotic people.
WHATEVER. anw, this doesnt apply to other kc people ya.

went heeran to take neos. it was swarmed with humans lar. managed to squeeze into one. and then there was a 'fight' thingy cos of the two exits.. haha.
went kino and looked at scores. lol. and went to food paradise. HAHA. YUMMY*

i am still waiting for shermaine michelle sheena and naq to come online so i can get the pics. UGH.
stoopid wusuan. ask her to play solitaire with me she go compass point. i cursed her to get banged by car. HAHA. and she say she taking mrt. lol. stoopid piggg.
and the stoopid mp3 of mine is spoilt. i must wait for my dad to bring it back to hkg to fix it. the temperory one is so irritating. can only store like 23 songs. tsk. sighs*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! (:

i feel weird typing that. but anyway, cant wait to go cycling and rollerblading later (:

hyper happiness _______ * (:

2005-08-05T20:34:00.000+08:00

i am so tired lar. slept for 45 min just now. and thought it was morning already. haha. dots lar. so tired.

napfa was fine. did rather well to my expectations. gold (:
situps - 31 (lazy to do more)
broadjump - 170 (i didnt expect to jump tht far)
sit and reach - 39 (furthur den i expected)
pullups - only 9 (missed one to get b)
shuttle run- 11.2 (rather well i guess)

i didnt know A for situps was 30 lar. until 29 den jinli told me. lol. so i jsut did one more den the A. so lazy x)
everyone was queing for mrs tan for broadjump lar. my trial was like over 170 can. i dint know i could jump tht far. but mao got like 215cm?! how can lar. scary. tsk.
mdm surayah took my sit and reach, i was just trying out lar den she just took. haha. doubt i could do better. haha.
mrs liew took my pullups. whoa. my first three was damn fast. den i just killed myself for the remaining 6. bahh.
que so long for shuttle run. could take out shoes and run lar. first timing- 11.3 my toes hurt lar. second timing- 11.2 haha. mao is like 10.2 she's super lar okay. madness.

went parkway with shuff and kaii. its like the fourth time i went parkway this week. wow. ate grassjelly, twisty fries and icecream. i feel so glutton. haha. and i am totally broke. i owe shilbe and peiqi $5 altogether.

iap was like a disaster lar. ms lau started lecturing us. no time to pract. and we sound horrible lar okay. i dont know how lor. sighs* someone tell me what to do leh. tsk.

and i swear pears' cores are the hardest things to cut. tsk.

three wishes ____ ;

2005-08-03T20:52:00.000+08:00

yay.

today is like the one of the happiest band practs. (: practiced damn hard for the small notes and everything else. (: combine was fine.
ms sia said at the end of combine: "flautists not bad. need more air support in the running notes." (:
rare that she praised us. no band for like one week. gonna work hard on the small notes and running notes i guess especially the killer last page. BAHH. i officially declare that the small notes are my enemies. EEYER. they are so irriating can. sighs. my little finger suddenly died halfway lar. suddenly cannot a flat. and trill. BAHH. scary can. guess its fine now. HMM.

lit poem tml. EEYER. like 13 more to me. i am so scared can. bahh. got some idiotic australian maths competition nonsense. wonder why am i wasting my time there. TSK. sighs. too bad. too late. BAHH.
and wusuan stole squealer and threatens to dye it. TSK. cant imagine it in another colour.

OH. today cheryl jialing and i were at spc. and they were playing their song over and over again. irritating. den its started pouring like shit. got stuck. called loads of people to come to save us with umbrellas. finally peiqi came. (: and yes, while crossing the road, my phone dropped on the road can. i realised after crossing and started panicking like shit. gosh lar. till now, i am STILL traumatised. HAHA. some worker picked it up and passed to stephanie and to me. SCARY.

okay. gotta go copy mep notes. BYE.

2005-08-02T22:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWOEIGHT- ! (:

weee~ making people post on the class blog now. HAHA. (: the funnest part: ICECREAM!! there was like a feast of icecream (: FOUR tubs altogether. two cookies and cream. one neopolitian. one mocha chips. (: we were waiting for everyone. used straws as candles. LOL

today the lit poem. there's like 13 more till my turn. so scary can. naq qas first. aowie and kai went liao. i am so scared lar. mine is on thurs. and cos got more time mrs lim expects perfect memorisation. i dont have expression can. i scared i blank out. BAHH. preet was damn good lar. sighs*

and that stoopid mr yong is so irritating. he was making fun of me in science. cos i was asking this science thing. he refuses to ans me. so i started making noise. and he is like: " its amazing how she has the abililty to say the WHAT so loudly and the other words so soft" and i was like whatever. and he commented on my WHATever. TSK. but science was a laughing period.

maths was some shit. graph was nonsense. pencil no lead. eraser disappeared. didnt do four mark and two mark qn. blanked out on enlargement area. BAHH. forget it*

went parkway with shuff for the past few days to study. it was fun! (: i am now her official maths tutor and nanny for her kai and aowie. HAHAHA. today wan ting tried to snatch tux away. HAHA.

oh by the way. TUX IS CLEAN. and i just threw squealer into the washing machine. mum said it floated. HAHA. hopefully it will survive. and wusuan refuses to claim her hairbandS. pink and green one. i love the pink one. i wanna keep it. HAHA.

oh and i reran my 2.4 liao. timing was of course better if not i would just die. 14.36 i think. ners is like 14.30 TSK. had stitch in second round lar. UGH. thanks yixiu for pushing me all the way and pacing me (: thanks aowie for encouraging me and helping me time (: and of course everyone else. without you guys, i wouldnt have made it! (: okay enough speech nonsense x)

art exam was like a masterpiece. i never felt so proud of my artwork before. LOL i drew one side rainbow and one side thunder thingy. hopefully mdm seah likes it. HAHA.
got 11/12 for spa. could have gotten full marks but i didnt put the observation for the lighted splint. there really wasnt a pop. but.. HAIYAH. should argue with mr yong. TSK.
got 27 for chinese test. hopefully i get 3 more marks. cos apparently wang yue has some maths calculations problem. crosses fingers*
maths spring test got 17 i think. not that good. the symmetry drawing was nonsense. a little but out den whole thing wrong. BAHH.

pesta sukan in like 4 days. i should hav went for training and died there at least i went. sighs. its in four days lar. i am scared and not scared. i dont know lar. i scared i wotn get to play. i scared i play badly, play center. sighs*

OH. and shuff's name is officially baby blue? HAHAHA.

pesta sukann `` ____x african beggar

2005-07-29T21:01:00.000+08:00

sniffsniffsniff*

thats what i have been doing for the day. coughing sneezing and eating strepsils. x) bahh. i didnt go for training. the weather is like so hot can. GOSH.

i was talking to zhiru on the phone about the lamest stuff ever. imitating her laughs and impersonating people. after having no energy to laugh, i went to sleep. HAHA. i am so pig. cant help it, i am sick.

wusuan wants to sell her yamaha alto sax like for $2000 and buy a super action something tenor. i offered for $20. you know what. she like plays four instru. she plays the sax piano flute and guitar. gosh lar. and she has all those four instru. MADNESS. now she's telling the world that she wasted her six years in wushu. HAHA. crazy.
the worst thing is she has tux and she is supposed to wash it but i cant trust her sia. she keeps saying "we'll see.. we'll see.." gosh lar. tux is gonna die. sighs*

i went to explore and found out how the alto bass contrabass subcontrabass flutes look like. the subcontrabass is like as tall as a human. MADNESS. the alto looks like a walking stick. they look weird to play x)

oh. i am so irritated. I MISS THE TWO POINT FOUR TIMING BY ONE SECOND. GOSH. HOW CAN. I AM RERUNNING FOR ONE SECOND DIFFERANCE. AHHHH*
oh. sorry to everyone who i shouted at okay. BAHH. i am so frustrated. I:

i am gonna go and play my flute and irritate everyone liao. needa study maths and die in my condition. oh wells. GOODBYE. sniffsniff*

sniffsniffsniff* _______

2005-07-28T22:00:00.000+08:00

my thoart. my nose. my tongue. UGH.

its so painful can. sorethoart from ICECREAMS?! like thats the most ridiculous thing i ever heard. i ate four today. bingeing on melon icecream. 3 melon 1 jelly. BAHH.
shuff passed the flu to me during the prefects investiture can. sneezing like dont know what from then. used up hers and bel's tissue. till now, its still sniffy sneezy and itchy.
and now, my tongue got this ulcer on the left side. TSK. and it keep hitting my retainers. UGH.

now my mum is making me drink some black disgusting smelling and looking thing. YUCK*

prefects investiture was okay lar. i fell asleep during the speech. i cant help it after sneezing so much. the prefects stand up was so cool and synchro. x) the ending thing is rather nice to the song hero.. and the ending performance.. HAHA.

didnt help to pack scores today. heard from zhiru that its not that successful cos not even folders. BAHH.

oh wells. i dont feel like going to school tml leh. got training. how to train with flu? tsk. bahh. i think i shall go sleep. and hopefully wusuan will remember to buy my honey lemon strepsils.. if not, i dont know how to survive tml. bahh. BYE

sniffsniff* ___

2005-07-27T22:51:00.000+08:00

two seconds. tick-tock* and there it went. lost forever. unless i turn back time and go faster. but there's no way that can ever happen. the only way it to redo it and have the tedency to not do as well. i really felt like i didnt put in my bestest fullest effort. aft 14 min of hardwork. i missed it by 2 secs. i could not accept it. everyone thinks its already damn good already. but to me, i failed terrible. to get an A for everything is my goal. i did not reach my goal. well, i still have not decided whth to redo it.. sighs.

only things that made me happy today was persis combine, the laughing during the combi talk, the funeral blues poem with scottish accent and..

the restocking of melon icecream! (: cant wait to eat it tml.. YAY. finally videoworld restocked it. (:

its only a matter of TWO seconds ____

2005-07-26T21:03:00.000+08:00

i am high today. lalala. ate like SIX icecreams (: 3 traffic lights from wusuan and peiqi. one orange thing and jelly from ximin. one cornetto. but i am having sorethoart symptoms. and wusuan, i did NOT get a stomache =P

geog ca was terrible. dunno how to draw that himalayan thingy. irritating lor. memorise map never come out.
compre ca was -no comments- summary is on thurs.
during chi wang yue pick on me to read the passage lar. tsk. so irriating. she purposely one lar. ugh.
lit poem i got some african beggar thing. i hate recitation lar. somemore infront of the class alone with expression. sighs.

band rehearsal. we started switching names. sheena-sijia. val-chun. oli-jialing and me-cheryl. so funny can x)

tml got 2.4 i am totally gonna die. sighs. i dont wanna run. my timing gets from bad to worse lar. bahh.
my mep essay is not even finished yet. i dont have the mood to do liao lor. 100 over more words. TSK. due on fri. i totally DIE. sighs. good luck to me.

my mum is screaming at my bro again. she keep asking me to do my hw when i dont have. and pack my room. haii.
and my sorethoart is getting worse. BAHH.

good luck to me ____

2005-07-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

i hav less than half a day to study my geog finish. and till now, i am still hanging. summore still typing this. i jus managed to memorise some of the landforms on the map. UGH. the stoopid plate movements are still a blur to me. i still dont know how to explain nicely. i only know roughly.

and chinese oral was terrible. i flunked it like shit. i tink i get like what. 4 upon 20. i was talking nonsense. wang yue just kept nodding her head. and the passage i read ALOT of wrong words. well, i am DEAD. bahh.

and now, i am maidless for a month. long story. and wusuan, she is not appearing on the papers. * choy lar you. shuhwang is now my gai gai partner! (: passed the star to zhiru. hopefully getting mine back from val. hmm.
tml geog ca FIRST period. compre ca. den band rehearsal. full band u. so ma fan and hot can. BAHH.

alright. i guess i have to try and squeeze more info into my puiney little limited brain space. GOODBYE.

me and my puiney limited brain space ___